This is who I am

what would my summer be like this year ?

2012-02-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

what if I still go back to Malaysia this summer ? what will happen actually ?
you see , back when I was in the 1st year , I was planning on not going back to Malaysia after finishing my 3rd year . you know spending my after-3rd-year summer in Egypt . but then , something bizarre just happen .

1- my sister Alya who now studying at Universiti Teknologi Petronas have a break for only 2 weeks instead of 3 months during the time of summer in Egypt started
2 - my sister Aina who is now in form 4 got an offer to study in a better-facility-and-awesome-environment which is at Tengku Kurshiah College , and of course she took the offer ! it's like her longlife dream hakhak
3 - my brother Danial will be sitting for UPSR . my mom thinks I'm going to be useful to look after my brother and of course be his tutor and driver at the same time . *and also my brother begged me to come back fast because he's lonely haha*
4 - my parents cant stand of not having their kids far far away from them as you can see now the situation is like only Danial is at home . I think its time for them to think of getting a grandchildren . hahahahaha just kidding :P
5 - my cousin is getting married ! fyi its like the first wedding for the grandchildren at my mother's side . I am psyched ! :D

what I really plan before this was that 3rd year summer in Egypt will be like something really meaningful , something that will bring me to a much much higher level because I really wanted to do so much things that I could barely know what to do first ! I mean really I wanna explore my potential out there . I already know what I can do after monitoring several programs before and yes I can get so much more apart of arranging some programs for the people benefit . so I dont know if going back is like going to rip my plans off .

and I know the reason above is like not so much to you guys like you can skip the reason and do what you want , but to me , my family is really important to me and what my family's opinion about everything I do in my life do counts (actually its the opinion of my dad and my mom only) heheh so I dont know . I will let the time decide because for me I think it would not harm me if I go or dont go back to Malaysia this summer :)

I suck at Pathology

2012-02-09T04:12:00.001+08:00

before I departed from Cairo to Sinai , actually I already received some of the result of my mid year exam . and seriously , I suck real bad . like the last mid year exam when I was in 2nd year . but this year it's better because as I counted the percentage of the marks for Pathology it was like 56.25% compared to Anatomy last year, it was like 40% . and yep , it really push my button to work harder since then . and of course I managed to increase the percentage of Anatomy during final exam to 83% . can you believe it ?

so I think I'm gonna do the same for Pathology . oh fyi , among the result that I received , this is the lowest percentage compared to other subjects . its not like I get really nice percentage on another subjects , but you know this one is really critical as Pathology holds a major part of the total marks in final exam not to forget Pharmacology (I hope I really do well in Pharmacology . didnt get the result yet) so if I wanna get excellent percentage in final exam , I really need to work on Pathology . this subject freaks me out !

and now I'm arranging some strategies to "how to study better" and "how to score" this subject . (well I'm about to)
I think I need the seniors recommendation , any help out there ? :(

The Sleeping Trip :D

2012-02-09T00:42:00.004+08:00

winter break : something fun to do when school's out

yep , this winter break just had a trip to Sinai with Perubatan . I went there with some of my classmates , and I didnt really put on so much expectation on this trip as I really hate doing any physical activities . you really wanna know whats at Sinai ? actually we have this mountain where Nabi Musa went up there to contemplate himself to Allah after managing to get away from the evil Pharaoh. well the mountain is basically the major highlight in the trip . the rest is a bit vague . hehe . (you cant blame the girl for not getting excited in a trip where there is climbing a mountain required)

I climbed the mountain for about 3 hours and actually when I started to walk in the path towards the top of the mountain , I became so much more enthusiastic to finish up the climb (actually I really want to finish up walking because I really cant stand the cold apart of being competitive with other people hak2) . and yeah , I managed to get 3rd place . if its not for Farhana pushing me all the way , I wouldnt make it (seriously) .

and when I reached at the top , I regret it because after 15 minutes arriving at the top , it began to rain . I was like "okay , this is nothing" well you know what ? it sucks ! I was tired , I was hungry (I didnt eat much because I dont want to be all heavy when walking) , and I was cold !! I hated cold since I was 7 (because of the snow incident when I was in US) . and yes , when I'm at the top the feeling of the old times came right back to me and I was really praying for the time to go by fast . I feel like crying up there because of the raining and the very strong wind blowing at me . seriously , it was cold .

but when I looked back , it was worth it . I mean it was not bad , but yeah , it was okay . I survive ! haha !

after Sinai which is located at St Catherine , I went to Dahab . whats at Dahab ? mainly there's beach . and hell I really miss Penang at that time . so thank you for bringing me to Dahab ! Penang is much more beautiful but this one is almost the same . when I breath in the air of the beach of Dahab , every single problem and whats really aching me before the trip went away . Alhamdulillah . fyi , I LOVE BEACH a lot ! :)

conclusion of the trip : it was okay because I didnt put on expectation and just go through with it (because I think that if I didnt go now , I dont have the chance to go there after this because theres a lot of other beautiful and historical places I wanted to visit) . ahh and I really want to name this trip as a sleeping trip . because you see what I really did , how I spent my time on this trip is that I sleep a lot . haha seriously . I have this disease called Motion Sickness , and whenever I'm on a trip to anywhere I have to sleep in order not to make me dizzy or nausea . or you will be in serious trouble to deal with the cranky version of Nadia . and most of the time of this trip I spent my time on the bus and yeah , you can see me sleeping along the trip . dont talk to me in a bus or car or whatever transportation because I get the tendency to nauseate very soon . so yep , this is a sleeping trip for me and no , this trip is not tiring as what other people told me . hakhak :)

p/s : I really wanna go to Sham el-Sheikh one day :)

all in one post

2011-12-14T01:43:00.000+08:00

assalammualaikum everybody
how are you guys doing ?
I am so sorry for not updating my blog like for so long because I've been lazy to write any in it :p

*melayu mode*
ok skrg dah disember dan sepatutnya ampa tau aku dah ada kat mesir utk 2 bulan lebih heheh
oh cerita baru ? banyak !

1. dah pindah dari rumah anak negeri Pulau Pinang kerana dihalau oleh pihak atasan , oleh itu aku skrg tinggal di rumah sewa berdekatan dgn rumah negeri . kenapa tak pindah je ke area yg lebih dkt dgn kuliah; Abbasiah ? sbb skrg politik mesir tak stabil . aku taknak ambil risiko membahayakan diri tinggal jauh2 dari ustaz yang ramai kat area rumah aku ni . *sbg langkah berjaga2*
2. dah masuk tahun 3 ! yay !
3. skrg ni dah musim exam . tiap2 minggu kalau boleh nak exam .
4. aku makin malas . membuang masa dgn perkara lagha . mungkin sbb tak exam lg dan tak tahu mcm mana nak pulun smp la terjadi satu insiden hari ni .
5. hari ni , 13/12/2011 merupakan hari utk exam Parasitology . soalan lebih kurang 10 soalan . 2.5 markah . aku tau , mcm shit sikit pembahagian markah tu . tapi tu bukan point aku , point dia skrg aku tgk ja kertas soalan tu , satu apa pun aku taktau !!! seoalah2 mcm kena hijab , takda idea langsung mcm mana nak fikir , mcm mana nak korek info yg aku berhempas pulas baca selama 2 hari . ya ya , aku sgt kecewa . tak boleh nak lepaskan kekecewaan tak boleh jawab . hampir2 menitiskan air mata td lepas hantar kertas jawapan . *control2*
6. doktor ckp markah exam td mmg teruk . jadi , ada pengulangan exam minggu depan . rasanya kali ni dah tau kot mcm mana nak gaya , apa yg nak fokus . salah satu kesilapan aku study Parasitology ni ialah aku study mcm untuk study jawab soalan final exam . prepare habis detail yg kecik2 mcm 'morphology of the worms' . ok semangat kan haha . tp the big picture aku tak prepare sgt . so , skrg ni aku kena rilek , tkyh excited sgt nk jwb mcm soalan final exam . skrg ni exam kecil , buat rilek . tgk the big picture .
7. kena ubah cara study sbb tahun 3 ni mmg tak sama langsung dgn tahun 1 n 2 . percaya lah ckp aku ni bahawasanya tahun 3 kita mmg takkan ada 'teenage life' sbb sibuk menghafal semua fakta sbb soalan dlm exam macam nak kita hafal semua perkataan dlm buku tu . patutnya dari exam Pharmacology lg aku kena percaya yg mmg kena hafal sebijik2 dlm buku , tp degil sbb ingat Pharmacology n Pathology je yg mcm tu . rupanya smp ke Parasitology nak mcm tu . pendek kata empat2 subjek lah nak kena hafal sebijik2 dlm buku . jadi , jgn harap la nak tgk aku melepak dkt mana2 kecuali kalau betul2 stress sbb aku mmg sedang mengejar masa skrg ni *taip blog boleh plak . ahh suka hati , aku dah lama tak post*
8. oh ya , lupa nak cakap . aku jd Timbalan Eksekutif Makanan & Kebersihan utk program perubatan winter break ni ----> PWtC . smlm ketua aku call , ckp nak kerja settle cepat . oh terima kasih la kerana menyerabutkan kepala aku skrg . tp takpa , aku nak settle mlm ni jgk ! wuu . tknk dia kacau masa nak dekat exam hihihihi . so winter break ni aku tak ke mana2 , terperap lagi kat Cairo . noob betul aku ni =.="
9. aku ambil tusyen Microbiology . sebab : nak memudahkan kerja menghafal aku , takyah nak susah keluarkan point dari buku . dgr apa dr ckp kt kelas , menghafal kat situ jugak . sekurang2nya beban menghafal subjek tu kurang sikit . kalau nak pulun semua sorg2 aku rasa tak boleh jadi ni . skrg ni pun kena cari kawan nak belajar sekali . haihh
10 . terima kasih sbb membaca :D

lain kali aku post lagi . insyaAllah :)

summer

2011-08-16T16:00:00.000+08:00

hello people ! sorry haven't got the time to update this already dusty blog hihi

been busy with stuff (konon) hehe

okay aku dah sampai Malaysia lebih kurang 16 hari dan dah dapat result exam pun ! :)

ye ye aku lulus tahun 2 dengan jayanya dengan mendapat Jayyid Jiddan - 79.4 % ! alhamdulillah :)

semoga sem depan lebih baik dan aku dapat result yg lebih baik dari tahun 2 , insyaAllah .

ada lagi sebulan setengah di Malaysia dan aku dah rasa bosan dok rumah zzzzz

insyaAllah pulang ke Mesir awal bulan 10 !

P/S : aku ada buat marathon buku and insyaAllah will talk about those books in this blog soon ! :)

exam , bila nak habis ?

2011-06-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

musim peperiksaan yang sangat lama

3 bulan berturut-turut *tarik nafas dan chill*

memang la ada cuti , study leave dan segala bagai

tapi tension exam tu berterusan je beb sampai sekarang

kadang-kadang sampai dah penat , dah hilang semangat sampai kena cari jalan untuk recharge semangat semula .

dan ada satu tahap tu aku tak rasa macam nak final exam sebab dah ambil exam sebelum ni dan perasaan tu tetap sama bila jawab exam nanti . boleh pulak kan ? tolong la sedar diri =.="

yela , exam written dan oral belum mula , takkan nak putus semangat dah kot ?

oh berita baik , sekarang dah sampai ke penghujung bulan kedua exam dan insyaAllah masuk bulan ketiga , lega la sikit ! *penat weh hari-hari belajar 8 jam ++*

exam written & oral bermula pada 25/6 - 28/7 . lama kan ? lama kan ? I know I know . tak payah cakap .

sekarang ni tengah pening kepala fikir pasal bila nak tempah tiket untuk pulang ke Malaysia

aku tak tahu lah nak balik Malaysia berapa haribulan sebab ada la beberapa kerja yang perlu diuruskan sebelum aku berangkat pulang ke Malaysia . tapi , dengar macam keadaan politik yang masih lagi tak menentu di Mesir ni membuatkan aku rasa macam nak balik awal . aishh !

okay , nak pergi tidur sbb dari semalam lagi tak tidur kerana belajar . memang sampai lebam lah mata aku ni . tak boleh nak bukak haa ;p

P/S : physiology menyeksa jiwa aku sedikit demi sedikit . terangkan hati aku dan kawan-kawan menjawab soalan peperiksaan hari sabtu dan ahad ni Ya Allah . untuk kawan-kawan kuliah , baca buku sampai ke minit terakhir ! semoga semua orang mumtaz dan naik tahun sama-sama . aku tahu ampa semangat nak mumtaz ramai-ramai tahun ni . semoga semua orang berjaya ! amin :)

soalan berulang

2011-06-02T08:58:00.000+08:00

sekali lagi dibelenggu dengan soalan ibu

ibu : bila nak ada bf ?
aku : ibu , kakak takmau ada bf . boleh tak nanti one day kalau kakak mintak nak kawin ibu bagi ja ?
ibu : amboi banyak cantik . belajar pun tak habis lagi .
aku : bukannya nak nikah lani pun . agak2 la .
ibu : ......

aishh buat bakal laki aku , sila jawab soalan ibu ni .
aku tak tahu =.=

p/s : oh ya , exam histology hari sabtu ni . lukisan ada la dekat 60 lukisan nak kena hafal . doakan kejayaan aku dan rakan2 .

everything is great

2011-04-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

everything is fine down here
currently having third exam before the finals (practical) coming up in 3 weeks or so I guess ?
already get my focus on the track and hoping to keep up this good attitude till the end of the semester insyaAllah , amin

oh I already cut down 3 kg since I first arrived here a month ago yippee ! :)
3 kg to go and I'm good as the first time I come here when I was in first year
and gonna keep up the good attitude on exercising at least 3-4 times a week :D
ayah , I'm working out right now and I feel awesome ! ^___^

oh before I forgot , just got JPA's pinjaman pelajaran
and alhamdulillah , I've settled all the needed documents down here
dealing with Egyptians somewhat makes me crazy and stressful but I think I'm not able to get this experience anywhere else in this world besides Egypt . so thank you Egypt for your life lesson . heheh

P/S : that guy is goofing around I feel like choking him to death . but hey , not gonna waste my time on you because you suck ! *emo*

4 months and it's going to get ugly !

2011-03-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

I hope what I planned works in Egypt !
I mean I gotta stop craving for good food , go to City Stars (I totally restricted myself not going to that mall and I hope this plan works until the end of my 2nd year) and stop missing home ?! hahah !
I get home sick very frequent and I don't think I can handle it if I get home sick again when I get back
there's a lot to do , and yeah one of them is to cut off facebook and YM-ing !
oh spend more time at ARMA to do discussion or get together with Izzati Rafaai and ask her to teach me some more of the tough subject ! ;p

this is my new semester resolution and just yeah , lets pray that I can get through my 4 months there !
no good food , no playing and stop day dreaming too !
jeez I dont know why I my focus are lacking on concentration last semester huh !!

1 week then I'm off !

2011-03-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

I never wanted to go back there
at least I thought I don't want to

but for the sake of my future , I really need to go back , and start all over
ughh life sucks when you started to enjoy everything you have right here and suddenly you have to go back to your boring normal life as a STUDENT !

I don't know how many hours I can spend in my HOUSE because all I remember is I did not sit around and do nothing at home
I go out EVERYDAY (of course I have things to be settled down) and it would be nice if I could rest at HOME at least for a day !!
I am restless *at least I thought I am hehee*

there's so much to do in such a short time (opss ! prioritise your activities Nadia !)
shopping , spend time with family especially my parents (they want all my attention on them starting on the day that I got back to Malaysia . can you believe that ?) , go out with couple of friends (???) and of course start packing and go back to Egypt . and of course I cannot whine about it because I need to live my dull life back *remember your objective Nadia ???*

I need to start being grateful because not everybody have a chance to continue study (I think)
okay gonna start listing out things that I could bring back to Egypt for the next 4 months (I hope)
ah and also I am still coming back to Malaysia after I got my final exam result ! insyaAllah . let's hope for the best !
bye !

How to become a good and successful medical student - A Holistic Approach

2011-03-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

a book that both my parents gave to me just now after we had our visit to MPH bookstore at Gurney Plaza today , written by Prof Dr Muhaya Haji Mohamad
it is absolutely a-must-read book for all medical students and doctors !
for me personally , the writing from this talented prof is exactly what we medical students go through
she wrote this based on her experience and I think it's amazing how she defines , elaborates , giving solutions one by one on our problem as medical student , well at least for me ! heheh

I have to admit when I get back here (Malaysia) , I become demotivated in my studies ! *just after I received my mid year result on Anatomy* ---> I'm not so good in handling failures
I'm crushed to see my really bad result on my exam and I certainly need a boost from someone whom I can trust
well of course my dad did gave me some motivations and so *in his own ways* , but I don't think it's enough

and I am really grateful that they gave me this book
it's a booster for me to keep up with my studies and NOT TO GIVE UP easily !
ahh I already finish reading this book (excited to know the contents and I can start mapping what to do when I arrive in Egypt after churning the infos in it hehe)

some points that caught my eye is that EVERYTHING COMES FROM GOD
and I have to agree with that !
I mean , passing examinations does not depend on studying only , it depends very much on GOD
and of course He the Almighty determines one to understand , to remember , and certainly to answer correctly in the exam .
and of course this book did not basically talks about exam , but basically our must-have-attitude as a medical students and future doctors !
but you must put your effort upper hand lah before tawakal , get it ?

and this book certainly soothed me down as everybody who takes this medical path has to be very HARDWORKING in order to keep up , perform well and be a good physician !
and it is VERY OKAY not to have a life *depends on how you define have a life* because to be a good physician you have to sacrifice , NOW ! study hard and get your head on your goals , all the time !
and also a good doctor ALWAYS have a positive attitude towards others and certainly have to train himself to become a helpful person because in order to become a good doctor , one must prepare himself to sacrifice his life for the sake of others .
I mean , that's the point why we choose to be a doctor , right ???
this book makes me move ! :)

I did some research on this prof and I found out that she gets married when she's in 2nd year ! oo wow ! :O
and she became the best student on her class in that year !

just some personal opinion on this book , nothing more
hope you guys could grab a chance to get this book some day ! hehe

P/S : going back on 25th by Kuwait Airlines on 3.15 am departing from KLIA

thanks for the memories :)

2011-03-14T20:46:00.001+08:00

the trip to Pangkor was awesome !

I didn't expect it to be that cool with all the activities arranged by the sponsor (I expect it to be BORING *read my previous post)

the bond of friendship between us gets even closer even though there's only 19 girls participated in the trip

for me personally , I get to know my respected seniors a little deeper than before + learnt something new from them !

ahh anyhow , it was again , AWESOME !!!!! :P

I got to do new stuff like snorkeling and kayak-ing ! *besides than showing off to the ustazS that I can swim better ;p* nahhh , just kidding . hehe
and we had a little BBQ that night ! yummy ! *I LOVE FOOD*

just arrived

yeah , my group for a little 'sukaneka' that evening

managed to get ourselves a second place ! ;)

go red team ! hee

managed to get myself a first place for that jumping rope competition with 54 jumps in 30 seconds !

hah ! I am GOOD :D

with my roomate a.k.a my favourite sister ! ;)

K. Sabrina <3

and again , I did not regret for making a right decision to tag along with them

it was a meaningful experience

thank you so much BKPPPM :)

Nadia's going to a 2 days trip !

2011-03-10T05:56:00.000+08:00

okay for the last couple of days I've been fighting with myself whether to go or not to go to this trip that BKPPPM's held --> FAMILY DAY at Pangkor Island ( well of course I gave my name to join this program upper hand before doing this last minute preparation duh )
so last night I decide to set my alarm clock at 5 am and see what happens this morning
and taraaaaa ! so now it's 550 am and I'm writing my blog and there's a pile of clothes in front of me that need to be taken care of heheh
so you know what ?! I'm going !
the last minute preparation ! hah ! that's so me ;p

I don't know what to expect from this group of people you-know-who
but I'll give a shot
the worse thing that could happen to me is I would be eaten by boredom ALIVE !
okay maybe that's too overreacting
but seriously I never been on a trip with friends like YEARS! duh
I don't know how it felt like to have a trip WITHOUT my family
*fingers crossed* I hope I have fun .

P/S : my relatives are coming to Penang and we're going for a trip to Batu Feringgi ! My favourite place ever ! can't wait !

2011-03-08T01:47:00.000+08:00

aku masih mencari , menunggu

aku harap kau pun sepertiku

sometimes , a girl forgets

2011-03-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

sometimes a girl is just too comfortable with her position she forgets to look down

not everybody have money and can buy anything they wanted

PKA 5103

2011-03-01T11:54:00.000+08:00

I finally got my own car ! woohooo !

which car ? Viva Elite , black in colour . :)

well of course gambar di atas bukan gambar kereta aku .

but thats my car ! thanks mummy & daddy ! ^____^

aku tak tahu la kenapa ayah nak belikan kereta kat aku padahal aku ni belajar jauh

nak guna pun confirm la masa cuti summer jee

haihh.. can I bring it to Egypt daddy ? hahaa *gilo*

hampir dua tahun aku drive kereta ayah aku

kereta ni :

toyota estima

and of course gambar kereta di atas bukan gambar kereta ayah aku heheh (pemalas nak tangkap dan upload gambar)

and finally I got my own car ! satu revolusi sedang berlaku wakaka

ahh btw , duit minyak bukan duit aku ! ma fish fulus ! ;p

kereta ni untuk aku guna dengan adik aku sebab dia dah nak dapat lesen kereta dalam masa terdekat ni

dan mestilah ayah aku taknak dia drive kereta estima yg gilo besar macam aku drive dulu

macam improper je . well at least aku mula drive kereta dengan kereta besar dulu ! heheh

tempat pertama nak pergi : aku nak balik kampung , tidur semalam kat sana , luangkan masa bersama atok & wan ! ngeee ;)

pocket full of sunshine

2011-03-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

everybody ada ringtone bila orang call masuk kan ?

well , aku pun ! ;)

aku letak ringtone spesifik untuk orang tertentu supaya bila dia call , aku akan lebih ready utk menjawabnya

contoh : ibu ayah aku heheh ;p

well tu bukan poin dia skrg !

aku nak ckp pasal ringtone aku letak untuk adik2 aku

ngeee

tajuk lagu : pocket full of sunshine by natasha bedingfield

tadi aku terangkan kat diorg kenapa aku letak ringtone tu khas utk diorg

tajuk pun dah terangkan everything ! heheh

diorg ni la yg cheer up hari-hari aku

dari aku kecik smp skrg

aku tk dpt nak bayang hidup aku tanpa diorg

oh yes , kami bergaduh ibarat orang yg bermusuhan selama bertahun-tahun *hiperbolanyaa*

tambah pulak bila aku dan adik2 aku semuanya aktif silat (well , bukan semua) bayangkan jela macam mana kami bergaduh ! kami bergaduh mmg macam lelaki yeee *aku ada 2 org adik perempuan dan 1 adik lelaki*

tapi bila semua happy , mmg bising satu rumah !

people see us as a happy family , and indeed we are !

alhamdulillah , aku dpt family mcm ni !

oh lepas aku terang kat diorg sebab kenapa aku letak lagu ni utk default ringtone utk adik2 , diorg terharu beb ! hahaa . tolong jgn tacing2 dgn aku . chill jeee ;p

oh siblings , this song is for you guys ! ily ! <3

P/S : tak sabar nak tunggu kereta baru esok ! ;)

result mid year yang sangat menghampakan

2011-02-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

okay recently baru dapat result mid year exam yang aku ambil bulan satu lepas
result utk subjek physiology dan anatomy
resultnya , sgt lah mengecewakan .
tambah2 anatomy
aduhhh ! what should I do ?
aku dok nampak takdak la bayang2 mumtaz tahun ni..*tak sempat apa2 lagi dah mengalah*

ish tak boleh jadi ni !
kena stop semua distraction seperti boys dan internet , dan focus 110 % on books
about being a dealer on books or whatsoever , that thing got to stop first
uish I love my future more than doing that stuff
its more fun being a reader than being a dealer , in my opinion

tapi saya ada lebihan majalah solusi edisi 29
sapa nak beli ? heheh

a little girl is growing up

2011-02-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

I never thought of having a job at least after I graduate from university
seriously , all the talking about me want to work is all part of my real life crap
I don't wanna stand too long waiting for customers , I don't wanna wake up early just to go to work , I don't even wanna treat people the way they wanted to (as customers of course)
because of my AGE ! I'm 20 and I don't think I suppose to go to work ?!! duhh
ahh and also my parents doesn't support me going to work because they want me at home everyday ,
wanting me to give my service to this family , only ! heheh ---> oh I babysit and do house cleaning + cooking !
so , I'm already used to all the pampering and receiving good stuff from my parents without having a single sweat earning through hardship (well I lie because I have to behave , be a good girl and get good grades to get what I want , I do put an effort to earn them) ;p
but the point is I don't have to get a job to get what I want !!!!!

but recently , well actually last night
something came through
*maybe because I was so sick of "I have to ask for my parents' money to get what I want"*
a friend of mine offered me a job
well , he did not offer , he purposely made me a dealer on selling books (I just wanted to be a member of this organization as I really love to read , not a book dealer)
but yeah , I think this is some sort of signs from Allah to start from here I guess ?! hahahahaha *laugh all you want because I couldn't even sleep thinking about me being a book dealer last night*

I didn't tell my parents about this yet . heh pray for me not to get laugh by them *fingers crossed*
ahh and also , about this selling book and stuff , I'll put up in my new post in couple of days
some things just need to be solved and yeah , I'm living my life as a pre-adult right now ! hahahahahahahahaahaha !!! diam lah jangan gelak banyak

P/S : I feel old . this business is an online business ! don't even imagine I'm going out in a sunny day sweating my butt off working .

geram

2011-02-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

kalau laki boleh keluar dengan pompuan lain masa dating dengan pompuan lain , tak ke namanya kurang asam ?
bikin panas saja !
tak mustahil la dia boleh buat masa kawen nanti .
reject saja calon suami macam ni .
buat makan hati ja lepas kawen nanti .

P/S : takda kaitan dengan aku . sekadar nak emo sorang2

dia boleh diselamatkan

2011-02-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

sapa dia ? hmm..

danial , adik bongsu aku !

kenapa ? sebab dia tiada idea apa yang perlu dia buat dalam hidup dia selain dari pergi sekolah & main game

budak ni main game tak ingat dunia ! skill terhebat : main game . benda lain ? apa pun tarak ! main bola macam budak laki lain pun tak . rosak rosak . =.="

ya saya tahu semua budak sekolah di MALAYSIA belajar Pendidikan Islam di sekolah

tapi semua orang praktikkan ke weh ?

semua orang masuk ke setiap apa yang dipelajari di sekolah terutamanya Pendidikan Islam dalam jiwa dia ?

aku tahu aku tak masa sekolah dulu . setakat hafal apa yang ada dalam buku teks semata-mata nak dapat A1 dalam SPM . dan ya aku dapat A1 utk Pendidikan Al-Quran Sunnah & Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah TAPI ! tak ambil pusing pun apa yang dibaca . tak ambil pengajaran pun .

duhh rasa tertipu dan rugi masa belajar kat sekolah dulu

tambahan pula sekolah aku ni walaupun nama je sekolah agama tapi aku tak rasa macam sekolah agama langsung ! *opsss ! sorry ye cikgu2 *

jauh perjalanan , luas pemandangan *betul ke kata-kata ni?*

hidup di Mesir banyak mengubah perspektif aku tentang hidup ni .

yep , aku dah travel banyak tempat ! Jepun dan Amerika Syarikat . sapa tak kenal dua negara ni weh ?

heheh . tengok cara hidup , belajar apa dpa belajar .

tapi tetap tak sama dengan apa yang aku belajar kat Mesir !

oleh itu , aku decide untuk didik adik bongsu aku ni apa yang aku tahu .

*since dia belajar mengaji Al-Quran dengan aku*

he has the potential and I know he can be save !

after all , he's only 11 ! :)

P/S : adik perempuan saya yang lain dah besar . apa yang saya nak buat ialah tunjuk contoh yang terbaik supaya mereka dapat ikut . sebab mereka ada akal , ada ilmu . fikir-fikir la sendiri okay .

muak

2011-02-08T19:43:00.000+08:00

fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up fed up

jangan kacau aku la ! :-@

alkisah rusuhan di Mesir versi Nadia Shobri ;p

2011-02-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

well , utk ceritakan tentang rusuhan yg berlaku dekat Egypt...

actually , takda teruk sgt seperti yg digembar-gemburkan dalam media massa

sampai parents kat malaysia risau tak tentu hala

but I gotta say memang menakutkan pun menghadapi situasi mcm tu !!

before 25th , mmg dah ada demonstrasi dekat U Azhar

tp kitorg ingat biasa2 je , demonstrasi yg takkan smp ke tahap Mesir skrg ni !

plus masa tu study week , mmg tak ambil pusing sgt la sbb focus nak exam dan ada benda yg lebih penting berlaku dlm rumah masa tu... huhu

it all happens on my birthday ---> 25th January (rusuhan besar2an)

but on that day aku kena study , esoknya exam Anatomy

so basically I didn't go out , duduk rumah study Anatomy dengan Izzati Rafaai :)

*dia ni la yg selamatkan aku dari tergolek2 tgk Anatomy . thanks awak ! ;)*

on the 26th , aku n kawan2 ke kuliah mcm biasa nak ambil exam

kami tak alert pun atas apa yg berlaku

kalau ada yg tau pun buat tak tahu ja sebab ingat rusuhan biasa2 dan mmg nawaitu haritu nak ke kuliah ambil exam !

so aku on that day ambil exam mcm biasa , buat anatomy presentation dan ke City Stars dengan Lala and Erin utk sambut birthday aku ! :)

haritu mmg ramai gila arab nak cucuk duit kat ATM . kitorg pelik la ATM depan kuliah mmg penuh dgn arab . ramai gila beratur nak cucuk duit . without knowing the true reason , kitorg pun gerak je la ke City Stars cucuk duit kat sana.. but now I know , sbb rusuhan tu la kan !! aigo..

on the 27th , aku ke Cairo University !! utk check venue seminar perubatan dan apa2 yg patut . masa dalam perjalanan ke sana ok je . takda apa2 masalah . alhamdulillah . tapi akmal ada ingatkan kat aku suruh bawa passport dan kad pelajar . takut kena tahan . masa nak balik rumah , Dinie ada ckp yg metro semalam (on 26th) kena tahan dengan org yg buat rusuhan . dalam erti kata lain diorg turun landasan metro dan tahan metro drpd berjalan . mujurlah masa aku naik metro tu takda apa2 yg berlaku . cuak kot ! :/

on the 28th , hari ni hari jumaat ! hari yg tak dapat aku lupakan sampai bila-bila ! line telefon + internet kena potong dengan kerajaan mesir ! parah parah . haritu mmg ada plan dgn Bo dan Zainib utk keluar ke CS celebrate birthday aku . tapi mmg tk jadi keluar la kan after line telefon kena potong . nak contact macam mana ? heheh . ahhh on that day jugak org2 yg wat rusuhan lalu depan rumah aku . mereka melaung2kan "INZIL HOSNI MUBARAK" (turun Hosni Mubarak)

terpaku sebentar . this is real . this is not a game . what would happen kalau line telefon kena block smp 3 , 4 hari ??? mcm2 dah bermain2 di kepala . hmmm.. on that day , aku decide utk keluar rumah beli barang keperluan selepas kejadian dah reda dengan YDPah Penang . dan aku batalkan temu janji aku dengan ahli rumah aku ke CS sbb aku takut nak keluar jauh2 . sengal kan ? ;p

on the 29th , line telefon dah pulih tp line internet masih tak dapat2 . merana aku beb . nak online bgtau dpa tentang benda ni tak boleh . huhuh . hantar msg pun org kat Malaysia tak dapat ! frust habis ar masa tu . haha . ahh hari tu , ada kejadian dekat mahkamah . mahkamah ni depan rumah aku . dengar mcm ada org nak mula bakar mahkamah etc . bawah mahkamah tu ada penjara , and they want to release all the prisoners down it . haaa cuak cuak . jauh sikit dari rumah aku ada stesesn minyak , kat situ ada terjadi pergaduhan dan mcm2 lagi smp aku dengar ada dua org mati kena pukul dengan kayu . habis pakcik2 arab kat area rumah aku ni lari bawa kayu dan besi utk redakan keadaan . kami org melayu ni lari balik rumah , tgk je keadaan dari beranda rumah . dan masa tu curfew dah mula dijalankan . dari pukul 4pm - 8 am esoknya .

on the 30th , keadaan depan rumah aku dah reda . tapi aku dengar mcm2 yg berlaku kat Tahrir . sbb ada sorg ustaz ni call kak rumah aku and told her what happen kat sana . aku dengar anything can happen sbb prisoners dah ramai yg bebas dan polis skrg takda kuasa utk ambil tindakan sbb golongan yang buat rusuhan tu Anti-Mobarak dan diorg mmg bantai polis habis-habisan sbb polis org kerajaan . heheh . so , takda la polis yg berlegar2 buat masa ni . rasanya skrg dah ada kereta kebal merata-rata dan tentera dah ambil alih . diisytiharkan darurat kuning . (aku rasa mcm duduk kat zaman perang) ;p

oh ya , hari ni ramai yg keluar lepas waktu curfew untuk beli makanan . mmg ramai habis ar org dekat kedai . harga makanan pun melambung-lambung . nilai topup pun sama ! haih... nasib baik la aku masa tu mmg dah draw duit , so ada la duit lebih utk beli apa2 yg patut + aku pun mmg dah beli barang keperluan rumah utk aku , so tak risau sgt la.. :) takda la smp tahap kebulur . cuma masing2 dah aware of the situation and everything kena berjimat from now onwards . makanan , topup , everything !

dah tu dengar pulak nak kena potong air ! nasib baik tk potong betul2 . weh gilo kalau takda air . nak hidup cmna ? risau habis aku masa tu . mmg terfikir nak lari je . hahahahahaa teruk betul !

ahh and also waktu curfew dinaikkan dari pukul 3 pm - 8 am . situasi bertambah teruk di Tahrir barangkali . tapi alhamdulillah , area rumah aku takda apa2 . cuma malam2 tu ada la terdengar bunyi tembakan . hmm dan rukun tetangga mula ambil alih utk jaga kawasan perumahan kami . org arab adakan road block utk every road junction dan akan tahan setiap kereta yg nak masuk utk memastikan takda org-org yg tak patut masuk ke kawasan rumah ! berjaga la diorg smp esok pagi utk memastikan kemaslahatan kawasan perumahan kami . syukur . :)

on 31st , ayah called me on 2 am dan tanya how was everything over there . aku yg mmg tahu perkembangan mesir ni (drpd ustaz yg call kak rumah aku) cerita la everything ! *if I'm not mistaken darurat masa tu dah warna oren-merah* ayah tanya macam mana dengan kawan2 yang balik Malaysia . he wants to know whether diorg berjaya check in and balik Malaysia and I said yes . :D

after that , ayah tanya soalan yg mmg aku ternanti2 "kakak nak balik malaysia tak ?" and I said "YES !!!!"

hahahaa ! ayah book flight Gulf Air and my flight schedule was on Feb 1st 2011 on 2 pm . dia fax tiket ke rumah KL . tengahari tu aku ambil e-ticket dkt rumah KL dan settle apa2 yg patut . transportation to the airport , pack barang2 masuk dlm kotak . I'm preparing for the worse because we don't know bila boleh Egypt . right ? heheh . and everyone was surprised yg aku nak balik esok . but what should I do , the situation is no longer safe and if it gets any worse , diri sendiri yg susah nanti . with everything kena catu , I should leave the country .

on 1st Feb , aku keluar awal dari rumah . and arrived kat airport . SESAK . ramai manusia . waktu check in & waktu nak lepas imigresen paling seksa oi ! menduga kesabaran dengan arab yang tak reti beratur . semua orang nak keluar dari negara ni . tapi alhamdulillah , aku lepas jugak . dan flight aku tak delay . :) aku keluar dari Mesir dengan beg seberat 7.5 kg sahaja . mmg sehelai sepinggang je kawan2 . ;p

on 2nd Feb , aku di bumi Malaysia ! alhamdulillah... :) tp malam tu baru dengar kerajaan baru nak bg bantuan dan nak mula pelan evakuasi . haih.. cuba kira berapa hari kerajaan nak ambil tindakan ? SEMINGGU ok ! aku dan kawan2 dah suffer seminggu baru nak ambil ? haih... nvm . syukur je la kerajaan nak jugak ambil rakyat malaysia yg tersekat kat sana . dan skrg ni dah ada pun yg smp ke Malaysia atas pertolongan kerajaan . terima kasih ye sebab selamatkan kawan2 saya :)

dah pulang !

2011-02-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah , aku selamat tiba di Malaysia setelah berjaya memboloskan diri keluar dari negara huru-hara sekarang ni (Mesir)

*rasa bersalah sebab tinggalkan kawan-kawan di Bkan Penang*

anyhow , cerita mengenai rusuhan di sana insyaAllah akan ditulis tak lama lagi

bagi aku luangkan masa bersama ayahanda tercinta ya sebab dia nak ke Jepun esok untuk 2 minggu

alahai sedih betul laa bila aku di sini dia di sana.. =.="

exam - birthday - cuti

2011-01-28T05:04:00.000+08:00

hello everyone :)

I've finished my very fast exam yesterday ! woot woot
why do I say it's fast ?
because the gap between two papers is only 1 day and in total of 4 subjects , me and my colleague managed to get our way through the whole 8 days (thank god no one dies) ;p
plus for every paper , the duration is only for 30-40 minutes depending on how many questions there is on the question paper . ahahaha can you imagine that ? =.=
so that's why la I say it very fast ! get it ?

a word on exam ? I would say exam was hard and tough . ALL of it !
I just hope I did well..

okay so yesterday me , lala and erin went to Ruby Tuesday to celebrate my birthday on last 25th (happy birthday to me) after we finished our anatomy exam and presentation *don't ask how I did on my exam*

shrimp pasta

thanks to mommy and daddy for giving me a sum of money so that I could I have fun to celebrate my birthday ^_^
ahh I got a couple of friends that already invited me to celebrate my birthday tomorrow at city stars too (I am lovable hehehe)

----mode : bahasa melayu----

cuti musim sejuk dah mula ! baaaaaaaaanyak sangat plan nak buat cuti ni
tapi tapi tapi jangan la teruja sgt
awak ada buku nak kena kejar jugak cik nadia...
hmm tadi dah kena bergegas ke Universiti Kaherah untuk memantau tempat aktiviti yang bakal perubatan adakan pada 7-10 Februari (oh btw , aku jadi AJK Dewan utk program perubatan kali ni)
belum apa-apa lagi dah mula sibuk cik nadia ni . heheh
yela , dah tak boleh p mana-mana , sibukkan diri dengan kerja-kerja kebajikan la ! apa lagiii..
oh cuba teka apa aku jumpa apa masa aku dlm perjalanan ke Universiti Kaherah tadi ? jeng jeng jeng...

ala comel betul pakcik tu . ada jugak khidmat timbang berat badan tepi jalan ye . hahaha ! kelakar !

P/S : been thinking a lot why do I wasted my time for something irrelevant . this should stop !

tahun baru , usia baru ;p

2011-01-05T03:38:00.000+08:00

tahun baru sudah bermula !

maka usia pun makin bertambah .

harap-harap ilmu , amal ibadat , akhlak dan cara pemikiran pun bertambah matang seiring dengan peningkatan usia :D

awal tahun ni bermula dengan insiden yang menyakitkan dan melukakan hati

kenapa ? biarlah jadi rahsia aku .

semoga selepas ni aku lebih berhati-hati meletakkan perasaan aku terhadap sesuatu :)

AZAM TAHUN 2011

rasanya aku patut cherish my parents more by listening to every word on what they said

penghargaan terhadap ibu ayah patut dizahirkan bermula dari sekarang .

kalau ibu ayah aku baca post ni mesti terharu :"> *saya tahu mereka akan baca ;p *

cuba kurangkan lewat hadir ke kelas (akibat tidur lewat malam sebelumnya dan sebagai akibat aku terbabas tidur lepas subuh . kena tidur awal lepas ni ! )

exercise lebih ! (badan cergas , otak cerdas , kualiti belajar berganda-ganda baik + takmau gemuk ;p )

menambah menu masakan daripada 5 menu ke 10 menu mungkin ? hehehehee *gara-gara aku bosan masak menu yang sama setiap kali giliran aku masak*

yg tu je aku dapat fikir buat masa sekarang . list akan bertambah dari masa ke masa . :)

oh ye , kualiti belajar semakin baik ! tiada lagi stress2 tak cukup masa nak belajar sendiri dan sbgnya

alhamdulllah... bak kata Izzati , aku dah mula bersilat dengan buku . hehee :D

prestasi exam pun meningkat . well , at least Histology showed I performed well heheh ;p

cuma study group masih belum berjalan dengan lancar . sebabnya ? wallahualam .

masing2 sibuk dengan tugasan dan aktiviti masing2 . jadi peluang nak buat study group tu kurang la . *yeke?*

oh btw , exam bulan Januari bermula pada 20 -26 Januari . lepas tu , winter break !!!!! woot woot

yg sedihnya aku tak dapat ke mana-mana sebab visa aku dah tamat tempoh

nak perbaharui visa tak boleh sebab aku tak bayar yuran lagi . aghh ! stresss fikir tak boleh ke mana-mana cuti ni !!!!!

takpa , kita isi masa dengan benda lain yeeee.. V(^__^)V

P/S : jom study sampai lebam ! Neuroanatomy best :) :) :)

mula dengan sifar

2010-12-17T04:51:00.000+08:00

hari-hariku berlalu bagaikan angin
aku sendiri pun taktau aku buat apa for the past two weeks
hidup seolah-olah tiada objektif
dan aku keliru dengan matlamat utama aku datang ke sini (biasalah zaman mencari identiti sendiri)
oh distraction yang datang belakangan ni bukan main lagi !
dugaan mengenai soal hati datang bertalu-talu *mentang la aku ni single*
fuh payah betul nak tepis ! T____T (bila la fasa ni nak berlalu ?)

ditambah pulak dengan apa yang aku belajar dalam kuliah satu habuk pun tak melekat dalam jiwa
dan pelbagai masalah lagi yang bertandang buat aku rasa aku ni dah out of control
aku rasa macam aku tak boleh control apa yang aku buat , terpengaruh dengan kawan-kawan sekeliling
orang pergi tusyen , aku pergi (padahal aku tahu aku ni bukan jenis ke tusyen)
mungkin diri ini terasa inferior dengan kawan-kawan yang pergi tusyen
diorang dapat ilmu lebih , aku ni , takkan nak jadi bodoh sombong kot ? *ha , lebih kurang camtu la apa yang aku rasa sebelum ni*

oleh itu , aku ambil keputusan untuk reset everything , dan mula hidup baru *wow macam teruk betul krisis diri aku*
dan aku mesti ada control ke atas diri aku , dalam erti kata lain , aku patut menilai balik apa yang aku pilih sebelum ni ! *without the influences of any external factors* (melainkan Allah tidak mengizinkan)
masalah tiada masa utk self study akan diatasi dengan tidak menghadiri kelas tambahan lagi (tak kira la kelas Biochemistry mahupun Anatomy)
dan dengan pertolongan ayahanda tersayang , ayah tolong aku buat jadual harian untuk satu minggu ! *how cool is that?* sayang ayah lebih !
jadual sudah diprint , tinggal nak tampal di meja study dan jalankan ! *semangat berkobar-kobar*

oh pesan ayah : Begin with the end in mind !
buat sesuatu kena ada objektif ! sorry ayah , saya terlupa pesan ayah
terima kasih kerana mengingatkan anakmu yang leka ini
lepas ni saya akan lebih berhati-hati dengan pemilihan aktiviti supaya objektif utama saya ke sini tercapai dengan jayanya !

akan lebih komited dengan study lepas ni !
isi masa dengan benda yang bermanfaat dan aku tahu apa yang patut dikurangkan
sebab aku tahu apa yang aku buat sebelum ni tak selari dengan objektif utama aku ada di sini
sila sedar diri awak tu masih lagi tajaan ibu ayah !

P/S : exam Physiology boleh jawab semalam ! terima kasih kepada yang mendoakan :)

eidul adha break !

2010-11-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

alhamdulillah , I've settled my program for this eidul adha break
this week has been terrific ! I've gained a lot of new experiences and knowledge along having this program work successfully .
these are some pictures that I've been able to take during this program :

Day 1

yes , I did that :D

Day 2

BKPPPM's first time having camel for eidul adha celebration

our very hardworking president :D

aha ! I did this toooooo (I drew those camels) ;p

Day 3

this one too ! ^___^

bila boleh kawin ni ? huhuhuhu

okay thats it for this week !

I've got 4 more days to go before I sit for my anatomy exam next week

better get ready because the names for the arteries , veins and nerves are still not familiar to me

P/S : I envy for those who attend Physiology and Anatomy tuition ! they somehow makes me feel inferior because I didn't take any extra classes for those subjects.. hmm... better triple the hard work because things going to get ugly around this time !

P/S : my english gets really BAD and RUSTY ! I'd better do something about this before my writing skills are gone . T___T

cuti raya haji sudah pun bermula !

2010-11-12T02:32:00.000+08:00

okay memang poyo nak asingkan dua post dalam satu hari , tapi who cares ? :D

post kali ni berkenaan cuti raya haji yang sudah pun bermula (dah mula la sejak kelas habis pukul 5 petang tadi ;) )
oh ya , cuti raya haji saya seminggu ye kawan2 :)

esok ada program Glow with Flow di rumah Sabah jam 830-1130
InsyaAllah ada makan2 lepas tu :D tak sabarnyee
lepas tu ingat nak shopping sweater di City Stars *oh ibu jangan marah saya nak shopping di City Stars*
mula-mula memang ingat nak pergi shopping sweater di Abu Ila , tapi memandangkan aku ni hari-hari ada kelas dan rombongan rumah Penang ke Abu Ila telah bertolak petang tadi , maka aku pun memutuskan untuk tidak shopping di Abu Ila sebab aku malas nak fikir nak mintak sapa2 teman walaupun dah ada musyrif =.=

raya haji kali ni agak sibuk sebab aku telah diberi tanggungjawab
ala tak la sebesar mana pun , cuma jadi adhoc program ja pun
but still , aku akan cuba laksanakan tanggungjawab dengan sebaiknya :)
program bermula dari 15-17 , tapi sebelum hari bermulanya program lagi mesti dah sibuk !

18 hbln , ada kenduri doa selamat batch kat rumah sewa budak2 laki
aku telah diberi tanggungjawab untuk menjadi tukang masak haritu... muehehe
dan juga jadi photographer *macam mana nak masak sambil tangkap gambar ni?*
takpa , redah ja haritu ;D

study group dengan haziq ! oh myyyyy ! haziqqqq ! I am so sorry kita tak boleh buat this week sebab jadual aku pack sangat2 this week
dengan meeting nya , dengan liqa' nya... next week pulak laa ek ?
minta maaf sangat2 sebab dah tunda dua kali.. huhu !
I promise I will teach you Biochemistry chapter 6 & 7 :D

lepas 18hbln tu , boleh la aku bersiap sedia dengan buku Anatomy sebab formative exam akan diadakan pada 23/11/2010 , jam 11 - 12 . fuh fuh !
cuti yang bakal memenatkan aku... I just know it !
boleh la kita buat study group kita kan haziq ? :)

P/S : saya nak kembalikan semangat belajar tahun 1 saya . Ya Allah , berikanlah semangat itu !

Glow with Flow tahun 1

2010-11-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

jari jemari masih lagi di atas papan kekunci memikirkan apa yang patut ditulis untuk entri kali ini
haha ! maaf terbaku plak ;p
minggu lepas , program Glow with Flow telah berlangsung dengan jayanya .
gambar di bawah telah dicuri dari blog Is *Is , aku minta izin nak letak sini ekk* :D :D

macam2 gaya muka aku tgk aku buat dalam gambar-gambar di atas . hehehee !

update Mesir II

2010-11-03T03:08:00.000+08:00

okay sekarang sudah dapat catch up with studies and I think takda la hectic mana dah my life mcm mula2 smp dulu

sebenarnya banyak buah fikiran yang ingin dicoretkan malam2 cmni :)

1. bilik kat arma dah dapat . tapi taktau bila nak pindah sebab saya takda duit skrg . hehehehe . kalau nak masuk , mcm2 kena beli . meja study , rak makanan , rak kasut , bantal , comforter dan barang2 sewaktu dengannya . lagipun aku baru ja pergi beli tengkorak dan tulang belakang tadi weh . LE 400 ye kawan2 . ingat murah kaaaa ??? ;p ;p *pindah ke arma tak bererti aku tk dok bkan dah okay ! aku perlukan dua2 tempat ni sbb dua2 bagi benefit yang sama banyak kat aku* ---> kalau nak kritik , saya bayar duit sewa every month . it's my money , so shaddappp !!!

2. kelas tambahan oleh prof luar ? aku terpaksa fikir 5,6 kali gak ar nak pergi . macam tak terdaya ja nak ikut kelas tambahan . salah satunya sbb dia berbayar . hehehe bukan kedekut ka apa . tapi aku ni kalau dengaq ja "kelas tambahan" aku jadi takut . takut sbb tak mampu nak menghadiri kelas tu selepas dibayar yuran kelas . you know what I mean ? tapi kalau terdesak sgt aku nak pergi kelas Biochemistry jaa... *tapi kalau boleh nak doktor kuliah buat kelas tambahan ! saya suka , sayang , cinta doktor kuliah !*

3. study group ! haziq dah bising2 kat aku bila nak buat study group . oleh itu , aku pun tanya la zainib dan bo , depa nak join ka tak . zainib cakap tgk la dulu , bo cakap okay . tapi kan , nak buat kat mana ekk ?? insyaAllah mula hujung minggu ni ! subjek pertama : Anatomy --> Dural Sinuses :)

4. cakap pasal hujung minggu ni , aku kena jadi panel untuk program Glow with Flow untuk budak tahun 1 Ain Shams bersama Nasibah dan Is di....rumah Negeri Sembilan . adeh adeh . dah la hari tu ada bazar negeri , ampa nak p menyemak lagi buat program kat situ . aku taktau nak jadi apa la hari tu . jangan cakap aku tak warning awal2 kalau program jadi kucar kacir . =.=" *tapi insyaAllah tak* :D

5. sempena dgn semester baru , maka banyak la pelajar baru masuk bkan . rumah aku paling ramai , 4 org masuk sekali gus ! bilik aku kat bkan ni sebenarnya bilik untuk 2 orang sahaja . tapi sempena musim pelajar baru datang , maka ada la sorang ditempatkan di dalam bilik aku . bermakna skrg ni , bilik aku dihuni oleh 3 orang . boleh bayang tak bilik kecil yang wajar dihuni oleh 2 orang jadi 3 orang skrg ? ya ya aku dah jadi gila awal2 lagi masa aku datang . tapi skrg dah boleh adapt . jangan risau . masalahnya skrg depa ni tak lepas imtihan qabul untuk menempatkan diri mereka dalam kuliah Azhar (roomate aku ni nak ambil Syariah cawangan Iskandariah) , oleh itu tersekatlah mereka ni dalam bkan tu lagi . dan semua pelajar perempuan tak dapat belajar luar Kaherah , bermakna depa masih lagi tersekat dalam bkan ni . bukan nak mengeluh kerana bkan milik semua pelajar Pulau Pinang , tapi silalah faham kondisi aku yg mmg belajar tiap2 malam terpaksa bersesak . skrg mungkin tak rasa lagi , tapi time exam nanti macam mana ? risau risau...... *aku time exam suka study sendiri2 , oleh itu arma bukan pilihan terbaik untuk belajar yee*

P/S : Biochemistry susah ! saya tak dapat nak relate antara satu step dengan satu step yang lain dalam topic Glycolysis dan TCA Cycle . pergi jumpa doktor la nanti !

minggu pertama di Mesir 2010/2011

2010-10-22T03:48:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah , syukur aku telah selamat tiba di mesir seminggu yang lalu
aku disambut baik oleh teman rumah dan berehat sehari di rumah sebelum memulakan perjuanganku di kuliah
dah masuk tahun 2 dah pun cik Nadia ni ;p
jadual kuliah yang amat padat membuatkan aku teramat penat apabila pulang ke rumah
dan seriously rasa cam nak mengeluhh ja
fuh fuh sabar sabar *tapi rasa cm dah mengeluh dah kot . ish2*

jadual kelas adalah seperti berikut :

untuk bonda tercinta , ni jadual kelas kakak yeee

banyak hari habis pukul 5 *tepuk tangan*

oleh itu , balik rumah mmg selalu rasa nak bebai sbb penat

nasib baik housemate semua memahami

tak kacau kakak :) :) :)

oh ya , mood study belum kunjung tiba

aku belum mula buat nota lagi ni

ish2 ! tapi nak ubah trend study sikit

buat nota yang mana perlu ja

bukan semua , this way I got more time to understand the topics and can spend much more time understanding each sentence without writing too much , right ? *gaya belajar macam bo* ;p

diagrams and charts are the best way to study and understand thew whole idea of the topic :D :D

oh and one more thing , khuz ada nak buat tusyen

minta prof ajarkan . maybe buat di arma .

tp yuran untuk satu tahun per subjek ialah LE 700 !! (= RM 360 ++ )

but the critical subjects are physiology and biochemistry ,

so he decided to have a tuition on these subjects

however , money is money ! LE 1400 tuu !!!

aku ni dah la dari sekolah lagi memang liat baloq malas nak p tusyen

hm hm perlu ka aku masuk tusyen ni ?!!

oh about nak duduk arma , aku dah suruh yusra hantarkan borang permohonan nak dok arma
dia ckp bulan 11 ni baru pegawai arma terima kemasukan pelajar ke arma
so just wait and see
aku harap dpt la bilik satu kat sana
penat la nak ulang alik sabiek-abbasiah pada hari yang habis kelas lewat ! jauh kot !
lgpun kesian afif kena jadi musyrif aku *walaupun dia duduk depan rumah penang ja aka rumah KL*
but still , segan kot ! ngeee *gediks*

P/S : tak boleh lack of focus ! tahun 2 susah ! ramai tahun 2 batch lepas repeat year :/

nak pulang dahh...

2010-10-13T17:15:00.000+08:00

hari ni dah hari Rabu !
esok bertolak ke KL pada pukul 2 ptg sbb flight aku pada hari Jumaat pukul 1030 pg
oleh itu , kenalah gerak awal sebab aku ni dok jauh dari KL
packing barang tak habis2
selagi tak gerak , selagi tu la aku mengadap luggage aku yang tak berkesudahan ni

ni ada lagi yang tk letak ni . nak muat cemana lah =,="

hahaa koleksi kasut . kat bakan ada lagi 9 ye kawan2 ;p (if I'm not mistaken)

saja nak tunjuk katil ;p

oh tadi baru pos barang lebih kurang 8 kg ke sana . haha macam takmau balik plak aku ni tahun depan (mampos mak aku marah kalau aku tak balik)

P/S : skrg demam sebab takmau balik sana . boleh plak kan ? adeh laa...

kuliah dah mula

2010-10-05T13:56:00.000+08:00

aiseh man ...
kuliah dah mula wehh
dah 4 hari !!! zzzzz
tadi baca status kawan kat fb ckp "lectures will not be repeated"---> doktor2 kat ASU ckp =,="
marah beno diorg ngan kitorg yang balik lewat ni
mati mati x______________x

nak ambil hati doktor lagu mana ni ?! hukhuk

P/S : pening kepala susun barang dlm beg . tk boleh lg banyak ke barang2 aku ni ? isk

17 tip diet lebih berkesan

2010-09-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

Tip 1
- Tentukan sasaran berat badan yang logik dan masuk akal . Contohnya , kalau anda ingin engurangkan sebanyak 18 kilogram , mula turunkan 2 kilogram dahulu setiap bulan . Jangan biarkan berat badan turun secara mendadak .

Tip 2
- Apabila anda memulakan prgram diet , jangan terlalu tertekan atau anggap program ini memberi perubahan penting dalam hidup anda . Dalam keadaan ini , diet anda boleh mengalami kegagalan .

Tip 3
- Jangan lewatkan waktu makan . Mengambil makanan tepat pada waktunya boleh mengawal nafsu . Begitu juga dengan mengambil sarapan pagi dapat meningkatkan metabolisme badan dan membakar lebih banyak kalori .

Tip 4
- Cubalah belajar menikmati makanan yang sihat . Sentiasa sediakan makanan sihat , tidak kiralah menu utama mahupun snek .

Tip 5
- Elakkan makan sambil melakukan sesuatu seperti membaca atau menonton televisyen . Tumpukan perhatian kepada apa yang dimakan /

Tip 6
- Catatkan faktor yang mempengaruhi usaha anda . Contohnya , bilakah keinginan untuk makan ? Apakah jenis makanan atau keadaan itu tanpa gangguan lain ?

Tip 7
- Perhatikan apa yang diminum . Elakkan daripada mengambil minuman ringan . Minuman yang banyak kalori boleh meningkatkan nafsu makan . Sebaiknya , minumlah susu rendah lemak atau jus buah . Awas , jangan terlalu banyak kerana ia juga mengandungi kalori . Eloknya , minumlah air putih .

Tip 8
- Kebanyakan daripada anda kurang mengambil tahu tentang jumlah kalori yang telah dimakan . Dengan mengurangkan 500 - 1000 kalori per hari dapat menurunkan berat badan sebanyak 0.5 - 1 kg per minggu . Perhatikan juga cara pemakanan anda kerana kalori di bawah 1200 per hari tidak memenuhi jumlah gizi .

Tip 9
- Buatlah diari diet . Mereka yang mencatat apa yang dimakan lebih mudah berjaya menjaga berat badan dalam jangka masa panjang . Jangan lupa catatkan sekali senaman .

Tip 10
- Jangan minta orang lain yang mengambil makanan anda . Kalau boleh , ambil sendiri makanan mengikut selera anda .

Tip 11
- Kurangkan lemak makanan sehingga 30 . Namun jangan terlalu banyak mengurangkan lemak kerana tubuh juga memerlukannya . Anda boleh mengurangkan lemak secara drastik dengan mengelakkan pengambilan daging , makanan bergoreng , mentega , mayonis dan sebagainya .

Tip 12
- Ketika anda berdiet , ambillah minuman multivitamin . Anda tidak perlu mengambil minuman yang berformula mahal atau formula untuk kurangkan berat badan .

Tip 13
- Jangan terlalu ghairah atau selalu menimbang berat anda . Memadai dengan sekal seminggu .

Tip 14
- Kurangkan gula dan makanan manis kerana ia mengandungi kalori dan rendah zat gizi .

Tip 15
- Cuba kawal diri anda berhadapan dengan makanan kesukaan .

Tip 16
- Makan secara perlahan-lahan . Cara ini membuatkan anda cepat kenyang dan makanan yang diambil pun lebih sedikit .

Tip 17
- Gunakan piring yang lebih kecil untuk kurangkan jumlah makanan .

Antara Perang dan Kurma Madinah

2010-09-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

Ketika Rasulullah SAW dan sahabat-sahabat berangkat ke Tabuk untuk memerangi kaum kafir , ketika itu , musim kurma hampir tiba . Pada waktu itulah keimanan para sahabat diuji . Orang-orang munafik mula menghasut sahabat dan ahli keluarga yang tinggal agar tidak meninggalkan kebun kurma mereka dan tidak menyertai peperangan tersebut . Orang munafik itu berkata ,"Suami kalian pergi ke Tabuk sementara kurma di kebun hampir ranum , siapakah yang akan menguruskannya ?"

Isteri-isteri para sahabat itu menjawab dengan keimanan mereka ,"Pencari rezeki telah pergi dan pemberi rezeki telah datang" . Dengan pertolongan Allah SWT , Rasullah SAW dan sahabat-sahabat r.a. kembali dari peperangan dalam waktu yang singkat . Allah SWT menjaga kebun-kebun kurma dan keluarga mereka . Tidak satu pun buah kurma yang masak itu jatuh dari tangkainya . Kebun mereka berlipat ganda hasilnya malah harga kurma Madinah pada saat itu mencapai harga tertinggi sehingga para sahabat tidak memperoleh kerugian sedikit pun .

facebook telah deactivate

2010-09-24T07:40:00.003+08:00

mahu puasa facebook punya pasal
weeeee~

dan akibat facebook suka post bengong2 kat wall aku , jadi aku nak elak kontroversi dgn deactivate kejap benda bengong ni
ish2 ada ka patut post cmtu kat wall akuu grrr

Tugas Anak-anak Syaitan

2010-09-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

Tsabr - anak syaitan yang ditugaskan membawa maksiat , kesusahan dan kesedihan hati kepada manusia . Kiranya ada yang mendapat musibat , Tsabr pasti tiba serta membisikkan mereka yang berkenaan itu supaya melakukan perkara-perkara yang boleh membawa kepada kebinasaan seperti membunuh diri kerana tidak tertanggung musibat yang berat itu . Sekecil-kecil bisikan Tsabr menyuruh mereka itu melompat dengan tidak menentu sambil mengoyakkan pakaian yang dipakai , memukul pipi atau mengetuk kepala sendiri dengan penuh kekesalan
Al-A'war - anak syaitan yang kedua ini picing matanya sebelah atau lebih tepat lagi erti Al-A'war itu buta sebelah matanya . Tugasnya pula menyebarkan perzinaan dan perbuatan nista dan keji . Apabila seseorang itu telah dibisikkan supaya masuk ke dalam perzinaan , susah hendak keluar balik .
Miswath - tugasnya ialah menyebarkan dakyah yang tentunya dusta , khabar angin serta berita yang bohong semata-mata mahukan manusia menjadi kalut dan kacau bilau . Miswath bukan hanya membisikkan ke hati seseorang manusia tetapi menjelma menyamar sebagai manusia semata-mata mahu menjahanamkan umat manusia sejagat . Miswath ertinya pengadun yang dibuat daripada kayu atau lainnya digunakan untuk mengadun . Oleh itu sesuai jugalah nama Miswath itu sebagai mengadun (mengocak) masyarakat yang sedang tenang damai menjadi kacau bilau dengan berita bohong-bohong .
Dasim - Ertinya menutup dan mengunci yang kotor dan kusut . Tugas Dasim ialah menggangu rumah tangga supaya suami marah kepada isteri dan sebaliknya atau bapa marah kepada ahli keluarga itu dan dibakar hati mereka . Ini namanya maah dengan tiba-tiba kerana tiba-tiba saja seseorang itu meradang kepada ahli keluarganya . Dasim memerhati sambil membakar hati manusia terus menerus . Jika dengan perang mulut tidak dapat diselesaikannya , biasanya berpindah menjadi pergelutan , tumbuk menumbuk , tampar menampar . Itulah tugas atau kerja Dasim .
Zaknabur - anak syaitan ini ditugaskan untuk mengadu domba antara pedangang dengan pembeli . Dia akan memancangkan benderanya di pasar untuk menarik minat atau perhatian orang ramai kepadanya . Dibisikkan ke hati peniaga-peniaga supaya berlaku curang dalam timbangan dan hitungan . Kepada pembelinya pula diajar supaya berhutang apa lagi yang sudah menjadi langganan . Kemudian Zaknabur membisikkan supaya hutang piutang itu jangan dibayar . Gaduh , bising , kacau bilau terjadi di pasar . Ini menandakan bahawa usaha Zaknabur telah terhasil .

Tugas-tugas yang dijalankan oleh kelima-lima anak syaitan itu adalah tugas utama mereka dan mereka tidak menjalankan sendirian untuk menyesatkan umat manusia . Semoga kita sentiasa berwaspada selalu dan tidak menjadikan syaitan itu berkuasa membisikkan ke hati kita lalu mengikut atau mentaatinya tanpa sedar . Firman Allah SWT ertinya : "Daripada kejahatan pembisik , penghasut yang timbul tenggelam . Yang melemparkan bisikan dan hasutannya ke dalam hati manusia (iaitu pembisik dan penghasut) daripada kalangan jin dan manusia " ( Surah An-Nas : 4-6 )

Danial ; Adik Biru

2010-08-31T03:59:00.003+08:00

nak cerita sikit pasal adik aku yang paling kecil , boleh tak ? hee
boleh la kan , ni blog aku . suka hati la ;D

nama diberi Ahmad Alif Danial , tapi panggil Danial . umur 10 tahun .
sejak kecil lagi Danial tak pernah nak suka aku . mungkin sebab aku garang kot . hehe ;p dan mungkin juga aku ni jarang nak bagi perhatian kat adik-adik sebab aku sibuk buat benda lain *alasan . padahal masa tu tak matang lagi* ;p
adik aku ni selalu rapat dengan adik aku yang form 5 (Alya) sekarang . apa yang Alya tak suka , Danial tak suka . apa yang Alya suka , Danial suka . *kebanyakannya la* (dan secara jujurnya Alya lagi matang dari aku ok :D )

tapi sejak aku balik ni , dia berubah la . I mean seriously berubah .
dulu Danial tak suka bila aku pergi dekat dia , peluk dia , cium dia . tapi sekarang , hehe boleh pulak main balas-balas balik . dia even panggil aku "Kakak Pink" sebab aku suka pakai baju warna pink dan kebanyakan barang aku banyaknya pink walaupun aku tak berapa menggemari warna tersebut .
dia juga makin dengar cakap aku sekarang . dulu I swear he didn't listen to me at all . hahaha . aku pun tak tahu kenapa . tapi sejak aku balik ni , dia ikut je apa yang aku cakap , apa yang aku mintak dia buat . dia even tolong aku buat kerja rumah kadang-kadang . baik kan ? (rindu aku la tu .)
dia makin manja dengan aku kot ! dia selalu malu-malu dengan aku bila aku usik dia , balas balik usikan aku dengan cakap "hampa ni gila la ." haha ! nampak sangat dia tengah cover malu ;D
dan dia jugak kadang-kadang mintak nak tidur sekali dengan aku bila adik aku yang Alya tu takdak kat rumah :) *berbunga okay hati adik mintak macam tu*

ayah cakap Danial sebijik macam aku when I was little . dan aku dapat perhatikan , yes , ada la jugak persamaan antara kitorang . mungkin sebab kitorang ni lahir dalam zodiak yang sama kot ? kan ? hehe
aku ada tanya dia , nanti besar nak jadi apa . dia cakap taktau . aku tanya dia , apa subjek kegemaran dia . dia cakap English sebab English senang . memang pun , adik aku ni memang suka English . dan dia memang kurang berkomunikasi betul-betul dalam bahasa melayu . kalau cakap bahasa melayu pun , memang rojak kaw-kaw punya . dan sebab tu la exam Karangan mid year dia , dia fail . hahaha ! kelakar ok baca karangan dia ;p

hobi budak kecik sorang ni is main game . 24/7 main game memanjang . ish ish . memang rosak betul . homework memang jarang gila aku tengok dia buat . nak belajar ulangkaji pelajaran lagi la kan . haih . rosak adik aku sorang ni dengan game semata-mata .
dan sebab tu la markah dia selalu corot . average markah dalam 75-80% . dan yang selalu dia skor English lah ! 90 % dan ke atas . SELALU !! mungkin sebab minat kan .
dulu masa aku umur dia , ayah kuarantin okay game-game yang ada . boleh main masa cuti panjang ja (cuti bulan 12) . waktu sekolah , kena baca bukuuuuu ja . sobsob . tapi time adik aku sorang ni , amboi !
rancak bukan main . namakan ja game apa yang ada dalam dunia ni , dia ada ja (kebanyakannya) .
Gameboy , Play Station , Nintendo , Wii . semua ada . ammak ! gila mewah bukan main . isk
tapi aku tak kisah sebab zaman aku dan zaman adik aku lain . yela time aku ada game apa ja . (tapi game kegemaran aku masa kecik is Mario ! memang gila Mario ok . terer ni main game kecik-kecik duluu . hehe)
tapi aku cuba la ajar dia sikit-sikit . budak kecik ni bukan boleh kasar-kasar sangat . manja !
but I don't mind . I love him anyways <3

tadi sembang-sembang lagi dengan Danial . ayah cakap Danial jadi doktor la macam kakak . ok tak ?
respon dia "hmm taktau ." selalu dengan jawapan taktau . aiyoooo ! budak kecik ni laaaa..
ala Danial , jadi ja la doktor cam kakak . *insyaAllah* Danial boleh buat punya :)
I'll teach you what I can . tapi mula-mula sekali , sila rajin-rajinkan diri baca buku yee . dengar cakap ayah .
ayah akan ajar Danial dari A sampai Z . dan pelajaran nombor satu dari ayah : Matlamat kena jelas ! *okay , melalut plak* tapi seriously you have to listen to ayah . you'll not be a typical malay insyaAllah .

adoi , merepek plak . ok la , dah la . dah pukul 4 pagi . kejap lagi nak keluar sahur dengan ayah , ibu dan Danial <3

Kakak Pink & Adik Biru

P/S : banyak yang sudah berubah dalam rumah ni selepas aku pulang dari Mesir .

adik-adik makin sayang kat aku , ibu ayah cuba sedaya upaya meluangkan masa bersama aku (selalunya pada waktu malamlah sebab diorang kerja siang . dan sebab tu la biological clock aku memang completely 180 darjah terbalik *tidur siang malam berjaga)

short note untuk awak

2010-08-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

dear awak ,
tak payah la cari saya lagi
jalani hidup awak dengan sebaik-baiknya ya
jangan lupa Allah

P/S : ya , aku tengah emosional sekarang . ada masalah ?

Happy Birthday Ayah

2010-08-23T02:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday me and my family went out to celebrate our beloved daddy's birthday

well , its supposed to be this Tuesday , but it's on weekdays

so we think that we got no time to celebrate the event outside because of the time limitation and of course they are going to school and work , thus we decided to celebrate it yesterday at G Hotel , Gurney :)

when we get there , we (excluded my dad) seriously didn't think or get him any present as my dad is very choosy and hard to please *because he thinks that he should serve his family first before himself*

but come to think of it , me and my siblings are already grown up (well consider us not needed to be supervised 24/7 like when we used to be little kids once upon a time ;p) and we should really buy him something that shows we loveeeeeeee him so much

so I talked to my mom about getting him a new cellphone as he uses a cheap and already broken cellphone *aiya , kesian ayah*

so after breaking our fast , my dad went to pray at G Hotel surau and me and my mom went for a survey at Gurney Plaza for his brand new cellie ! :D *oh my sibs were somewhere at a bookstore and music shop*

we didn't plan on the budget as the idea came out spontaneously , so we just look first before deciding which one we should buy for dad xP

after looking for about 10 minutes (rock kan?) , we decided to buy him this :

tadaaaa ! Nokia C6 ! I know he will freak out when he sees this as he is not really using the cellphone to online or whatsoever like me . hehehe . but wth , we bought it anyways . its not like we didn't care of what he thinks , we just wanted him to have a really nice phone as he already bought us lots of fancy stuff . so I think that it is proper to buy him this kind of phone to show him gratitude and courtesy for being our dad and be with us everytime we need him . lalalalalala . of course la we share the money . it's not like I'm not paying my half , we SHARE it okay . I'm not depending on my mom's money only . after all , I already have scholarship ! alhamdulillah ;)

and as predicted , he freaked out when he opened the present ! weee~

he was happy and we were happy to see him happy !

and again , happy birthday daddy !

I hope you can live many many many many more years and teach me lots of stuff some more , and of course to see your future ahem ahem ;p

I love you daddy ! :)

Fatimah Az-Zahra dan gilingan gandum

2010-08-21T04:03:00.000+08:00

Suatu hari , Rasulullah SAW menemui anaknya Fatimah Az-Zahra . Didapati anaknya itu sedang menggiling bijirin gandum sambil menangis . Baginda bertanya kepada anaknya , "Mengapa kamu menangis ?" Fatimah berkata , "Ayahanda , penggilingan dan urusan-urusan rumahtanggalah yang menyebabkan anakmu menangis ." Lalu duduk Rasulullah SAW di sisi anaknya . Fatimah berkata lagi "Ayahanda sudikanh kiranya ayahanda meminta Ali (suaminya) mencarikan seorang pembantu untuk menolongku menggiling gandum dan mengerjakan urusan di rumah ?" Mendengarkan kata-kata anaknya itu maka Rasulullah SAW bangun dan mendekati penggiling itu . Baginda mengambil bijiran gandum itu dengan tangannya dan diletakkan penggiling seraya diucapkan "Bismillahirrahmanirrahim" Penggiling itu berputar dengan seraya bertasbih kepada Allah SWT sehingga habis butir-butir gandum itu digilingya . Rasulullah SAW bersabda kepada anaknya "Jika Allah SWT menghendakinya , nescaya penggiling itu berputar dengan sendirinya untukmu . Akan tetapi Allah SWT menhendaki dituliskan-Nya untukmu beberapa kebaikan dan dihapuskan oleh-Nya beberapa kesalahnmu dan diangkat-Nya untukmu beberapa darjat . Wahai Fatimah , perempuan mana yang menggiling tepung untuk suaminya dan anak-anaknya , maka Allah SWT menuliskan untuknya dari setiap biji gandum yang digilingnya suatu kebaikan dan mengangkatnya satu darjat ." Fatimah terdiam dan bertaubat setelah mendengar kata-kata ayahnya . Dia pun meneruskan kerja-kerjanya dengan gembira tanpa bantuan daripada sesiapa pun .

Apakah ciri-ciri wanita syurga ?

2010-08-21T03:50:00.000+08:00

Bertakwa
Beriman kepada Allah , malaikat-malaikat-Nya , kitab-kitab-Nya , rasul-rasul-Nya , hari kiamat dan beriman kepada takdir yang baik mahupun yang buruk
Bersaksi bahawa tiada yang berhak disembah kecuali Allah , bersaksi bahawa Muhammad adalah hamba dan Rasul-Nya , mendirikan solat , menunaikan zakat , berpuasa pada bulan Ramadhan dan menunaikan haji bagi yang mampu
Ihsan , iaitu beribadah kepada Allah seakan-akan melihat Allah , jika dia tidak melihat Allah , dia mengetahui bahawa Allah melihat dirinya
Ikhlas beribadah semata-mata kepada Allah , tawakal kepada Allah , mencintai Allah dan Rasul-Nya , takut terhadap azab Allah , mengharap rahmat Allah , bertaubat kepada-Nya dan bersabar atas segala takdir Allah serta mensyukuri segala kenikmatan yang diberikan kepadanya
Gemar membaca Al-Quran dan berusaha memahaminya , berzikir mengingati Allah ketika sendiri atau bersama orang dan sentiasa berdoa kepada Allah
Menghidupkan amal makruf dan nahi mungkar pada keluarga dan masyarakat
Berbuat baik kepada tetangga , anak yatim , fakir miskin dan seluruh makhluk serta berbuat baik terhadap haiwan ternakan yang dimiliki
Menyambung tali persaudaraan terhadap orang yang memutuskannya , memberi kepada orang , menahan pemberian kepada dirinya dan memaafkan orang yang menzalimi dirinya
Adil dalam segala perkara dan bersikap adil terhadap seluruh makhluk
Menjaga lisannya daripada perkataan dusta , saksi palsu dan menceritakan kejelekan orang lain (ghibah)
Menepati janji dan amanah yang diberikan kepadanya
Berbakti kepada kedua orang tuanya
Menyambung silaturrahim dengan keluarganya , sahabat terdekat dan jauh

perlukah ada bf ?

2010-08-20T03:21:00.000+08:00

jam menunjukkan 2.30 pagi
tapi masih tiada tanda-tanda bahawa ibu ayah nak tidur
aku pun perlahan-lahan mengangkat kaki mahu beredar dari kamar tidur ibu ayah
tapi sampai saja di muka pintu , mereka membantutkan hasratku
"kakak nak p mana ?" kata ibu
"errr... dah tak sembang apa , nak nganga apa lagi ... ngeee :D" sambil menunjukkan muka paling comel kepada mereka berdua
"laaa... duduk la dulu . nak sembang ni . nak tau scholarship intel dapat tak ?" tanya ayah
"emmm.. alaa esok-esok laaa.. malas laaa.. isk" jawabku
"ish.. duduk dulu . ha tu , p ym guna laptop ayah ." pujuk ayahku
"alaaaa... kakak mana ada bf nak chatting . lagipun sapa la nak online pagi-pagi buta macam ni.. huhu" balasku

lalu berlaku lah debat antara ibu dan aku *oleh sebab ibu mungkin risau aku tidak mempunyai calon apabila tamat belajar kelak*
aku menyatakan hasrat untuk tidak mahu ada sesiapa buat masa sekarang atas sebab aku sudah bosan dengan bercinta tapi last-last putus cinta gak :/ *mungkin tahun 4 , 5 kee...*
ibu pula memberikan pendapat bahawa aku seharusnya mempunyai seseorang yang mungkin boleh menjadi calon suamiku kelak .

hmm.. bagiku soal jodoh , aku serahkan segalanya kepadaNya
kerana bagiku apa yang penting sekarang , aku harus terlebih dahulu mengejar cita-citaku
cinta terhadap Allah , keluargaku dan cita-citaku melebihi segalanya buat masa sekarang
cinta terhadap bakal suamiku aku simpan jauh-jauh untuk aku hadiahkan pada hari pernikahan kami kelak *sila gelak*

ibu ayah , tolong doakan kakak mendapat jodoh yang baik , yang sesuai dengan kakak , dan dipercepatkan jodoh , insyaAllah *aku nak nikah sejurus lepas habis belajar .. hehehehehehehe* ameeen

P/S : nak kena mula baca buku tahun 2 dah ke weh ?

what He had decide

2010-08-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

how can someone do this ?
is this how the world should look like ?
the way I see it , the world doesn't look so interesting to me .
I mean do bad things to other people instead of trusting in God and let Him do the job ?
yeah I know we have to redha and everything for what He had decide , I take that as a test for me and my family
there's no one that I can trust in this world except for Allah and my family :(

P/S : there's like 7 weeks left before I go back to Cairo , I hope I can make a difference in this house , literally .

ahlan wa sahlan , Ya Ramadhan !

2010-08-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

so tomorrow's going to be 1st Ramadhan .
so Muslim has a duty that needed to be fulfilled , that is FASTING !
as in for me , I have my own target to be carried out , other than fasting of course .

1. my weight is shooting high up to the sky , like way up there somewhere in the sky . I gain 10 lbs people ! 10 freaking lbs that needed to be removed ASAP ! thus what I need to do is of course exercise ! which I'm still figuring out on when is my exercise time will be fitted in my daily schedule for the whole month and of course the next month . oh yea , I need to watch out for my diet too !

2. I bought 2 new books and my dad gave me one book , so I have a total of 3 books that is needed to be finished at least before I fly back to Egypt .

okay thats the major part . and the minor part is , I am looking forward not to log in to Facebook for the whole month ! can I do that ? hmmm... we will see !! :)

Penyakit takut dengan makanan ini !

2010-08-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

1. Brokoli - pencegah kanser serviks
:: Kandungan asid folat yang tinggi pada brokoli dapat membantu menghentikan virus pencetus kanser serviks , menurut hasil kajian oleh saintis dari Amerika Syarikat

2. Bayam - baik untuk yang kurang darah
:: Bayam kaya dengan vitamin A , C dan E serta zat besi seperti kalsium , potasium , magnesium , mangan dan zink . Jus bayam mengandungi zat besi secukupnya untuk mengatasi masalah-masalah yang ada kaitan dengan anemia . Kaedahnya adalah dengan mengisar daun bayam dengan segelas air kemudian minum dua kali sehari .

3. Kopi - perangsang daya fikir otak
:: Kopi sememangnya diketahui umum mengandungi antioksidan yang tinggi . Kopi juga dapat membantu menurunkan risiko terkena Alzheimer sebanyak 60 peratus . Namun , hadkan pengambilannya kepada secawan sehari .

4. Oren - Singkirkan LDL
:: Kadar penyerapan vitamin C yang tinggi di dalam buah oren turut membantu mencegah kenaikan LDL (lemak jahat) di dalam tubuh . Vitamin C juga dapat membantu mengurangkan risiko diserang alahan .

5. Bawang putih - pelindung prostat bagi lelaki
:: Nutrisi kimia yang terkandung di dalam bawang putih telah terbukti berkesan mengurangkan risiko kanser prostat sebanyak 50 peratus .

6. Salad - pencegah penyumbatan arteri
:: Vitamin C dan beta karoten di dalamnya mencegah oksidasi kolestrol . Sewaktu proses oksidasi berlaku kolestrol akan mengeras dan membentuk plak di dalam pembuluh darah . Kesannya , penyumbatan akan berlaku .

7. Kentang - agen penurun tekanan darah
:: Kentang secara umumnya dapat membantu menurunkan tekanan darah anda kerana kandungan natriumnya yang rendah iaitu 0.4 mg / 100 gm . Syaratnya , ambil sebiji sahaja bagi setiap kali dan makanlah yang dipanggang bukannya dimasak bersama keju atau diletakkan di dalam makanan berkuah .

8. Tempe - pengusir penyakit degeneratif
:: Tempe kaya dengan kandungan serat , kalsium , vitamin B dan zat besi . Tempe juga mengandungi agen antibiotik semulajadi yang dapat membantu menyembuhkan infeksi manakala kandungan antioksidanya pula dapat mencegah risiko penyakit degeneratif .

9. Lobak merah - penyelamat kulit dan jantung
:: Individu yang banyak mengamalkan pengambilan karotenoid iaitu sejenis pigmen di dalam lobak merah akan mampu mencegah risiko mendapat kanser kulit enam kali lebih efektif , menurut pengkaji di Institut Kanser Kebangsaan , Amerika Syarikat .

10 . Daging merah - membantu menyuburkan dan menambahkan rambut
:: Zat besi yang ada di dalam daging merangsang pertumbuhan rambut . Selain itu , nutrisi ini juga dapat membantu melindungi rambut dari keguguran .

Awasi Gastrik !

2010-08-09T15:15:00.001+08:00

Menurut sestengah pihak , tekanan rangsangan atau tindak balas bahan kimia daripada ubat , makanan dan jangkitan bakteria boleh menyebabkan pembengkakan di kawasan permukaan perut . Pembengkakan yang timbul akibat daripada tindak balas setempat ini boleh menyebabkan seseorang itu mendapat gastritis atau lebih dikenali sebagai gastrik . Perut adalah kawasan yang mengeluarkan asid yang kuat dan pesin yang berfingsi untuk menghancur / menghadam bahan-bahan makanan . "Kadangkala asid dan pepsin ini tidak sepatutnya bertindak / menghadamkan ke atas makanan seperti daging sebaliknya merosakkan permukaan perut dengan cara mencerna permukaan perut yang juga adalah daging ." Apabila permukaan perut mula terhakis , asid akan menembusi lapisan pertahanan perut dan mengakibatkan hakisan / kecederaan itu membesar dan akibatnya menjadi ulser .

Bagaimanpun , pembengkakan permukaan perut boleh disebabkan oleh bahan kimia yang diambil dalam makanan dan kimia yang terjadi dalam tubuh manusia sendiri seperti asid regurgitasi atau hempedu . Ubat steroid dan bukan steroid , sesetengah antibiotik dan ubat-ubat tradisional Melayu dan Cina juga boleh menyebabkan gastrtis (pembengkakan perut) serta berkemungkinan terjadi gastrik .

Punca gastrik :

Merokok
Meminum minuman beralkohol
Jangkitan bakteria helicobacter pylori
Kegagalan organ tubuh seperti kegagalan buah pinggang , pernafasan , jangkitan septisemia dan pesaki tenat yng boleh mengakibatkan stres ulser
Tabiat pemakanan yang tidak mengikut waktu
Gaya hidup yang tertekan
Bahan-bahan kimia seperti Non-Steroid Anti Inflammatory Drug (NSAIDs)

Langkah mengatasi :

Elakkan makanan ringan , jeruk kering seperti asam boi dan jeruk basah serta mi segera
Elakkan kopi , teh , minuman bergas , minuman oren dalam botol , air limau
Jika peringkat gastrik berat , elakkan segala makanan yang mengandungi yis seperti roti , donat , pau , piza
Elakkan makan terlalu kenyang
Elakkan cuka , makanan yang pedas
Elakkan atau kurangkan daging dan ayam
Elakkan makanan ubi , pulut , keledek , kentang atau makanan lain yang menyebabkan kembung perut atau banyak angin dan sendawa

P/S : bulan puasa ni , jagalah pemakanan bg sesiapa yang ada gastrik . selamat menjalani ibadah puasa :)

Rasulullah dengan sebiji limau

2010-08-07T02:53:00.000+08:00

Suatu hari Rasulullah SAW didatangi oleh seorang wanita kafir . Ketika itu baginda bersama beberapa orang sahabat . Wanita itu membawa beberapa biji buah limau sebagai hadiah untuk baginda . Cantik sungguh buahnya . Siapa yang terlihat pasti terliur .

Baginda menerimanya dengan senyuman gembira . Hadiah itu dimakan oleh Rasulullah seulas demi seulas dengan tersenyum . Biasanya Rasulullah akan makan bersama para sahabat , namun kali ini tidak . Tidak seulas pun limau tersebut diberikan kepada mereka . Rasulullah terus makan . Setiap kali dengan senyuman , sehinggalah habis semua limau itu .

Kemudian wanita itu meminta diri untuk pulang , diiringi dengan ucapan terima kasih oleh baginda Sahabat-sahabat agak hairan dengan sikap Rasulullah itu . Lalu mereka bertanya . Dengan tersenyum Rasulullah menjelaskan "Tahukah kamu , sebenarnya buah limau itu terlalu masam semasa saya merasainya kali pertama . Kiranya kalian turut makan bersama , saya bimbang ada di antara kalian yang akan mengenyetkan mata atau memarahi wanita tersebut . Saya bimbang hatinya akan tersinggung . Sebab itu saya habiskan semuanya."

Begitulah akhlak Rasulullah . Baginda tidak akan memperkecilkan pemberian seseorang biarpun benda yang tidak baik , dan dari orang bukan Islam pula . Wanita kafir itu pulang dengan hati yang kecewa . Mengapa ? Sebenarnya dia bertujuan ingin mempermain-mainkan Rasulullah dan para sahabat baginda dengan hadiah limau masam itu . Malangnya rancangannya tidak berjaya . Rancangannya telah ditewaskan oleh akhlak mulia Rasulullah .

Sumber : http://www.al-munir.edu.my

dah sampai Malaysia lambatnyee

2010-08-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

finally , setelah seminggu lebih cuba nak post something on this blog
akhirnya boleh gak menulis , kalau tak... hmmm berhabuk la blog aku ni wehh !

okay khamis lepas dah dpt result exam !
cepat gila ok ! kalau aku tau dpt result secepat tu , aku balik lewat sikit pun tkpa hmm
result alhamdulillah , walaupun tak smp target , tp masih lagi boleh dibanggakan ^_____^
peratus utk final exam tahun 1 aku , 76.5%
masih lagi boleh dibaiki
terima kasih buat semua yg sudi memberi tunjuk ajar kepada diriku yang sgt suka main , tambah2 haziq yang kena sabar dengan kerenah aku masa nak ajar aku time study group . hehehehehe :D

hidup selepas tiba di Malaysia tidak seperti yang aku impikan *apahal la ayat aku camni ni ?*
ingatkan boleh la rilek , lepak , tidur sepuas2nya
tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ... hmm masa untuk diri sendiri pun takdak !
masa aku banyak dihabiskan untuk mentarbiah adik-adik aku yg degil , dengar leteran ayah , berkongsi cerita bersama ibu & ayah , kemas rumah habis-habisan ! haha
teringin baca novel laaa.. somebody tolong hadiahkan aku novel 3,4 buah .
nak berfantasi sikit laa.. boleh tak boleh tak ? heee *mengadanya pompuan ni*
badan aku masih lagi penat ye , qadha tidur pun belum !

oh ya , tadi pergi sekolah , sbb cikgu2 panggil
oleh itu , aku turun jugak skolah
they were happy to see me as I was happy to see them *maaf tak tau camna nak translate ke dalam BM*
tadi baru nak memberi kata-kata perangsang kat budak tingkatan 5 (kelas adik aku) , tapi tak sempat
sbb cikgu dah nak masuk
adik aku panggil aku p skolah lagi , tp segan laaaa
takdak kawan nak teman pergi sekali
tp macam akan pergi skolah sekali lagi kot , mungkin masa nak dekat2 balik Mesir
(kena jugak pergi sbb pihak pentadbiran ada mintak aku bg kata2 semangat kat junior dan kawan2 aku kat tingkatan 6 atas huu)
tunggu lah ye Almashoor , Aziyyati Nadia akan pergi lagi around bulan 10 :D

P/S : aku tak sempat tgk tv lagi ! =,="

final exam dah habis :D

2010-07-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah , tepat 1145 pagi tadi dah habis oral exam Histology
which means dah habis final exam tahun satu weeeeeeeee
lepas ni boleh kalut kemas2 barang nak balik lalalalala
tak sabarnyeeee ;)

bertolak dari Lapangan Terbang Antarabangsa Kaherah , Mesir pada 22/7/2010 pada 630 petang *kot*
tak pasti , kena tgk eticket lain
hehe tak print lagi
malam ni atau malam esok baru print kot !
Penang tercinta , tunggu Nadia Shobri nak balik :D

oh ya , tak sabar nak melepak di City Stars buat kali terakhir malam ni dengan kawan-kawan tersayang <3

P/S : saya akan rindu BKAN Pulau Pinang , rakan-rakan kelas & universiti :(

I promise

2010-07-12T08:27:00.000+08:00

I was once an internet addict where I log in into myspace and facebook for almost everyday and spent my freaking youth time for hours in front this laptop doing nothing
But I want to promise myself that I won't repeat the same freaking mistake that I used to do , starting now
Do something useful in your life Nadia !
You don't want to regret wasting your youth on something that is totally not going to bring benefit to you and the ummah itself .

P/S : I wanna swim and do martial arts again !

10 hari lagi !

2010-07-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

tepat jam 930 pagi tadi , oral exam untuk anatomy sudah pun selesai
oleh itu , selamat tinggal anatomy tahun satu
boleh buka buku histology pulak lepas ni
ngeeeee lepas 10 hari ....

BALIKKKKKK !!!!
weeeeee~ ;D

when I miss someone , I wrote it on this blog :D

2010-07-11T08:13:00.000+08:00

here I am , sitting in front of laptop , typing
I got oral exam for Anatomy in few hours but I haven't start on repeating the facts just yet
hmmm.. it's because I am missing somebody so bad :(
maybe I should forget about it for awhile until the exam's over ---- 1 week !
but seriously , I miss you so much
I wish you can get online just for awhile and we could talk so that my heart could be in peace , perhaps ?
I guess it wouldn't happen as I know you are pretty busy yourself
never mind , we will talk again in one week insyaAllah
I will miss you , baby :)

P/S : I know you would read this :)

Physiology and Biochemistry exam

2010-07-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

After 2 papers, finally I got to sit in front of this laptop and write something on this blog

Well to tell about how the papers went last week and just now ? Emm.. Actually it went pretty well alhamdulillah except for today's paper where I answered them in a very ugly way . I am not satisfied with what I answered on that answer sheet .

Last week was Physiology ' s paper and I think it went really well eventhough there was not enough time as it consists of 50 MCQ in 50 minutes and 13 short essay questions in 2 hours . HAHA ! Take that ! WELCOME TO EGYPT NADIA SHOBRI !!!

Oh and the oral went well too I guess . The doctor kinda help me as I don ' t know where to start answering her question . And I got to asked like about less than 5 minutes for about 4 questions . Cool eh ? HAHA :)

Today ' s paper ? Biochemistry . The thing is I didn ' t sleep at all last night because my eyes won ' t shut ! So , I continue on study from 12 am until 815 am . After that , I get ready and went to class . The questions were okay , 60 MCQ for 1 hour and 5 short essays for 1 hour . I can 't answer 1 question and I ' m not sure of my answer on the other 1 question . :( After returning my answer sheet to the person in charged , I feel soooooooooooooooooo upset on what I answered ergo , I feel like crying . I get online , and see my sister is online too . Thus I asked her to tell mom to call me as I already finished my paper . When mom called me , tears already filled my eyes , ready to be let go . When I heard my dad ' s voice , *tears fall like waterfall* ;p I cried like I never cried before . Maybe because I was too tired and I worked too hard and it ended up like this . Dad and mom gave me advices and asked me not to give up just yet . And he also mentioned not to fast on exam days because my body will feel different during fasting and not fasting *oh yea , I ' m fasting today okay !* :D I have really cool parents eh ? Not giving me to fast on exam days . HAHAHA !

Tomorrow is Biochemistry oral on 8 am . I don ' t know what to feel . I guess I ' ll keep on reading until oral ' s over tomorrow . Wish me luck you guys .

P/S : Going back to MALAYSIA in 19 days ! woot woot ! ^____^

nak jumpe ke takk??

2010-06-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

nak jumpe, taknak?

nak jumpe, taknak?

nak jumpe, taknak?

ahhh! nanti2 lah! -.-

it cant get any worse eh ?

2010-06-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to lose some weight
For the last well, 7 months, my weight has increased to 50 kg from 47 kg!
dang it! I thought when its summer my weight is going to be reduced or something
but I guess I was wrong! heh
I freakin need to cut down what I eat like cake every week and reduce carbs
I dont wanna go home fat like this!

Oh.. and I'm counting days for final exam..
17 days left for final exam and just yeah
I am still writing this blog as if anybody would read this
haha but whatever
as long as I am happy and my thoughts are being written right here, I am satisfied

problems came in like falling rain on me and I am stressed out on what happened
I like to do things the way I do and some people cant just be satisfied on what I did
thousand apologies to you but this is who I am
I can tolerate, but I cant change
maybe I'll do some improvement to make our life better, but still
I will carry myself like this and do not care anybody's shit

oh well, back to study
Zainib is writing Biostatistics note and I seriously need to start reading English and Human Rights!
probably tonight will start study on Biochemistry! I wish I have the guts to finish at least 10 chapters tonight. fuh!
: )

P/S : I miss home : (

egyptian gelabah!

2010-06-06T05:53:00.000+08:00

they really pissed me off today

I mean, they really turned my mood off for the whole day

starting from the waiter at costa coffee, asking for tips

I mean wth is that? its not america that you have to give tips where your salary is included in the tips

its just an extra complement that you wanna give, that's it

secondly, when I was waiting for my friend at spinneys, shopping

I waited outside

and I was about to sit on the bench alongside the corridor,

there's this bodyguard that was supposed to guard the situation inside the mall and help the people inside it, *sort of

well, he came to me, and spoke in arab " mamnu' " which means I am inhibited to seat on where I sit right now

and I was like, I dont know how to reply in arab, so I spoke in english

I am so not in a good mood to talk to him nicely so I was just saying that I'm going to wait for my friend for just a few minutes

but he insisted on me getting off the seat

strangely, there's other egyptian that is sitting on the same bench where I sat, but he didnt asked them to go away

and I took my stand to just sit there and acted like he doesnt exist

ha! screw you egyptian!!

thirdly, all the taxi drivers were going to take advantage on us malaysian as they see us as having lotsa money that they can lie to us hell you are wrong egyptian!!

the trip to arma is suppose going to be LE 10, but one of them asked for LE 20. shit!!

but lastly, alhamdulillah we got a taxi that are willing to take LE 10 for the trip to Abbassiah.

lastly, when me and my friend were chatting inside the taxi,

the taxi driver turned on the music in his car loudly

until I can feel that the mucous in my ear is melting

they really dont like us outsiders talking with language that they dont understand

and that is just so rude because they happened to interrupt the conversation of their passengers

you egyptian got no manners!!!

yes, I'm in a rage and I feel like going to explode some more if they do anything like this or worse!

takdak kerja

2010-05-28T06:06:00.002+08:00

masa berlalu...

tapi...

aku masih di sini...

membuang masa...

menaip...

baca buku lah nadiaaaaa!!!
exam weh exam
nak mumtaz kannnnnn!!!

don't know where to stay

2010-05-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

I'm not writing to whine or to brag on what happened to me

the thing is, I am really confuse on what I want

to be exact, on where do I want to live right here in Egypt

either in ARMA, Penang's house or rent a house with couple of friends

yesterday, the person who is in charge with the allocation of the students in ARMA just knew that I stay there, illegally. haha there, I said it! but its not like I'm doing a criminal or something. I just stay there, in my friend's room. the problem is, I don't really want to stay in ARMA because of some reason that I couldn't afford to bear.

back to the subject, my friend said that the officer wants to see me, but I'm not available yesterday because I went back to Penang's house for awhile. but it makes me wonder for awhile, what should I do? do I have to submit the application form to stay in ARMA? or just wait until I find enough housemate to find a house to rent? hmm.

for me, ARMA is a place that is suitable to just sleep in the room, not to get the educational thingie inside the room because in that room, thats the place where we hang out, where we hang our clothes, where we cook. it can be out of control once in awhile when you have all your friends inside your room and it would be a total mess when they leave your room without helping you out with cleaning. and frankly, I am very choosy with the condition of the place that I want to study and memorize everything. and of course, I want to have a proper place to cook, to clean, to dry.

luckily I got Zainib who wants to move into a rent house next year, but I'm still deciding though. there's still a few consideration that I need to handle. oh well, I think I will submit the form tomorrow, and lets just see what Allah decide to me for the next semester :)

study group

2010-05-23T06:48:00.000+08:00

since last week, me and my friends ( Zainib & Bo ) has been studying together in preparing ourselves for our practical Physiology exam
we did our discussion 3 days in a row *I think* and the practical Physiology exam turned out to be just fine
I mean everything we discussed are being asked by the doctors, alhamdulillah
and frankly, I got one of the most difficult questions if I am to compared with my friends
Lung Volume and Capacities, Factors affecting Vital Capacity - I mean, what's up with those questions? + other easy question - clotting time - *Respiration is one of the topic that I hated in Physiology*
alhamdulillah I can answer the question smoothly and with confidence of course :)

I think the study group thingie with Zainib and Bo should be continued until our final year, insyaAllah
it has been a really good contributor to me and it affects me so well in my studies
and of course we do have the chemistry between us! haha
I pray for this friendship to last forever, ameen

3 guys in one moment

2010-05-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

lately, its been crazy
I mean, I've been going out with my ex crush ( I didnt like him anymore )
it got really weird with my new crush ( since he knew I like him )
and I just cant stop talking to my new bff ( I know he likes me since he told me that )
these 3 guys make me wonder for awhile..
this is my first year in this school, am I going to let this relationship-friendship thing ruin my college days?

"lol kawan sudah la!! no need to get to the mushy part!"
I told myself that a thousand times,
everytime they talked to me
wehhh boleh stop kejap tak?
aku taknak ckp dgn korg smp habis exam final
korg cari kawan lain boleh?
wahhh gitu!!

ok I know this wont happen because we practically in the same class, meet each other like in every class
so I know that couldnt happen
takkan la sampai nak avoid diorg kan? that would be totally uncool
so what am I going to do is
CONTROL myself Nadia Shobri!!
these guys are going to be with me for the next 5 1/2 yearsssssss!
I am so bad in handling guys =.="

oh well, just writing what is disturbing me these couple of days
hope this friendship will last forever! ameeeeeeeen

bored

2010-05-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

I spent almost of my time at ARMA
I barely wanted to go back to Penang's house because I know I got no friend back there
I got practical Anatomy exam tomorrow
this explains why I didn't study because I'm sick of reviewing all the diagrams, muscles and bones over and over again =.="
30 specimens, identify 2 structures in each specimen for 1 1/2 minutes
wish me luck

oh btw, I got a new bff right now!
finally I got someone who can take care of me right here :)
thanks khuz! ^_^

another one

2010-04-29T06:14:00.000+08:00

Salam..
tepat pukul 450 ptg, paper Biochemistry pun tamat sebentar tadi
satu perasaan yang sgt ... emm sukar digambarkan
sbb akhirnya satu lagi ujian dah habis
lepas ni, praktikal and final exam plakk
final lagi 2 bulan
tp tak mula study apa ag utk final
terbaik kan??
ish3
lepas final, lagi 3 bulan, balik Malaysia
22/7 pukul berapa tah flight Gulf Air
turun KLCC ambil flight domestik ke Penang pada hari yg sama I guess
lalala
bila la hari tu nak tiba
wa dah tak sabar okkkkkk

skrg dah masuk musim panas
panasnye jgn la tanye kan
mmg panas ok
hahaha
kulit kering mengundang masalah kulit gatal
lantas byk la aktiviti menggaru yg mengakibatkan kulit sy berdarah
oleh itu, kulit sy tidak selicin dahulu akibat daripada byk aktiviti platelet berkumpul di kawasan kecederaan

apa aku merepek?
ok lar esok ada kelas tambahan Physiology
penat dah ni
wa nak masuk tido dulu
chow~!!

Assesment test & lack of focus

2010-04-15T07:44:00.000+08:00

Salam
Things have been really hectic these days
I mean I barely breathe as I travel from one place to another ( going back and forth from ARMA to Penang's house )

News flash you guys!
Got 3 tests next week! Cheers! Physio, Anat & Biochem
Come to think about it, I havent start any of them! Dah la bapak banyak kan.
Usually by this time, I already started at least 1/4 of the syllibus but....I got
Physio, almost 1 book I have to cover.
Anatomy, 3 books.
Biochem 4 chapters I think? Oh well, doing whatever I can to make sure I can cover them up just before the test
I mean I got to do some exercises before I take the test right? So yeah, I know what to do.

But the thing is the crush that I have for this guy is getting.... let say out of control.
I know I was flirting and he gave a positive response.
But hey, can I just stop for awhile and get my head 100% on my books? At least until April 28th (because that is the day for my last paper for 3rd block assesment test).
I made my mistake in the past, and I really want to avoid doing the same one again. : (
Goodluck for me!

P/S : I already found my click right here! ^_^ Yay!

hah!

2010-04-02T06:55:00.000+08:00

my wish is granted
haha broadband aku tak boleh lagi digunakan dlm rumah penang
terbaik tak?? Allah makbulkan kejap je permintaan aku
mcm frust tp tak frust jugak
camna tu? haha apa2 ja la
anyways mula2 tu mmg hot gila kot
smp nak pindah2 rumah semua
tp bila pikiaq2 balik buat pa nak pindah kan *saja nak sedapkan hati*
mmg la stress kan ada stalker, org perhati kita buat apa semua kan
and rumah tu pun mmg dah selesa secara fizikalnya
tapi aku cm whatever lah
lantak kau lah
aku tahu aku tak wat salah pape
so watpa aku nak stress sgt *pada hakikatnya aku mmg bengang kot, bajet aku pencuri ke ape??*
& aku nak pindah ARMA senanye
tp.... dah penuh
tunggu la plak tahun depan
tkpe, boleh je kot tahan lagi 4 bulan
aku kan kuat *konon*

plan aku skrg, weekend dtg ARMA
spend time kat sini
online, study group, tusyen
mcm ada la gak benefit mai every weeknd
takdak la just plainly aku nak online
mcm bangang gila kot tak manfaatkan peluang yang ada ni kan
boleh wat group discussion suma *aku suka hingaq lebih, tp taktau boleh laksanakan ka tak* =.="
and of course broadband still nak bayar, tp masa weekdays nak bg sewa kat kawan aku kot
at least terguna jugak broadband aku ni
kan kan kan
huuuu..

tak tahu la, semua nya hanya rancangan aku
tp Allah is the best planner of all
aku hanya mampu berusaha & aku serahkan semua kat Dia.

p/s : aku nak kawan yg sayang aku boleh tak?? *tetibe je*

Piss

2010-03-28T01:01:00.001+08:00

I feel messed up alright
I go to class late these days
I mean REAL late
like I woke up at 8 and my class suppose to be at 8
what the hell is wrong with me? *I cuss when I'm upset, so what??*
and I have been wasting my time lingering around, wondering when am I going back to Malaysia and some other private stuff which I cant tell you
I mean I barely finish up my everyday notes these days.
To study the previous chapter? Not a chance. HAHA
Ughh!! If this continues, I have to do something real quick like, THROW AWAY MY BROADBAND?!!!
this thing is a curse man
I mean when I am not using internet, I got nothing better to do besides than studying
but when I own this device which is supposed to be helpful to me, I misused it
Oh well, typical me
Always get addicted to internet and I never change
I dont wanna make the same mistake I did once
This has got to stop! =.="
Sheesh! Exam is just around the corner and I still have time to browse the internet and check up whats new on the internet?!!
Wake up Nadia!! Ughh I am so piss at myself!

he is making me go gaga ^_^

2010-03-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

dia senyum kat akuuu! woot woot! (twice this week)
*berbunga2 hati*
but it doesnt mean that I like like him
not that easy dudeeeee!
take it reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal slow

sometimes, I just like this game better than knowing the truth that you probably have someone else or just flirting around. oh well I dont care. as long as it doesnt involve real love, then I'm up for any game that you bring baby! gagagaga :P

oh masa yg dinanti semakin hampir

2010-03-24T07:35:00.000+08:00

jadual final exam dah keluar! bermula dari 24/6 sehingga 18/7
aku dah mintak ibu book tiket 21/7 naik Singapore Airlines turun kat Penang ok. :D
tak sabar rasanya nak balik rumahhhhh.
ibu dah ckp ibu nak arrange vacation utk aku! excited ok.
lame tk hidup mewah2 ni. gagagaga

oh and btw, tadi baru check email
aku dapat scholarship from Intel
alhamdulillah! ^^
lepas ni, aim for JPA plak.
doakan aku mumtaz tahun ni! insyaAllah. :)

I want to be me

2010-03-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

tiba2 rasa nak pindah dari rumah ni
boleh tak?
aku rimas la dgn budak2 ni
penat berpura2 like everything is ok
I am not ok because I want to be me!! I dont want to be you!!

emo

2010-03-10T06:41:00.000+08:00

asal laaa aku rase cam nak sedih2, nak emo2, nak sakit2 hati skrg ni
padehal takde pape pun (aku tipu. ade bende senanye)
plus hidup yg agak kucar kacir akibat daripada banyak gile program kene join
anjuran perubatan, bkan & pmram serentak
boleh gile ok
study pun tak sebab penat balik program
seriously, jumaat ni ade lagi program
wajib pegi plak tu =.=" give me a break will ya??
plus, ada Q (pmram buat) 2 hari berturut2 pade 13 & 14 ni. lantak ah. aku taknak pegi.
byk ag keje aku drpd nak pegi. bukan tak suke ilmu, tapi fardhu ain terhadap aku which is perubatan pun tak tercover, cane nak pegi yg fardhu kifayah? maalish. tak dpt join Q minggu depan. aku sibuk gile.
then Farhana ajak pegi Mansoura, next week kot pegi. shopping sampai pengsan utk satu hari. smat gila.

P/S : get out from my head. you drive me crazy and I dont need emotional distraction for now. TQ.

dah tak tahu nak rasa apa

2010-03-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

rindu, sila pergi jauh2
suka, jgn dtg lagi
rajin, jemput la datang, saya mengalu2kan kedatangan anda

P/S : aku suka kecewa & layan emo sorg2. =.="

memadam post lalu

2010-03-05T07:32:00.000+08:00

atas sebab2 tertentu, post2 lalu terpaksa dipadam
sebelum ni banyak, tapi atas sebab2 keselamatan (takmau kena gelak), kena padam
:)

Anemia

2010-03-05T04:52:00.003+08:00

definition : anemia is the decrease in RBC production or haemoglobin content or both
types of anemia : aplastic anemia, deficiency anemia, haemolytic anemia and unknown anemia

causes of aplastic anemia :
1. inadequate function of bone marrow
- primary ---> due to the bone marrow itself
- secondary ---> due to external factors such as atomic radiation, x-ray, several drugs

causes of deficiency anemia :
= the bone marrow is normal, but the element needed to produce RBC is deficient
= to produce RBC, we need iron and vitamin B12. thus, if we lack one of these element in our body, the body will produce less RBC.

Lack of Iron is due to
1. less iron intake
2. defect in stomach where we need hydrochloric acid and vitamin C to convert ferric to ferrous. if the stomach is defected, ferric cannot be converted into ferrous.
3. defect in duodenum where ferrous is transported from the lumen of the small intestine into the blood vessel.

it will produce microcytic hypochromic cell

Lack of Vitamin B12 is due to
1. defect in stomach
2. defect in ilium
3. less vitamin B12 intake

it will produce macrocytic hyperchromic cell

causes of haemolytic anemia :
1. intracorpuscular ---> sickle cell anemia, thalessemia and congenital spherocytosis
2. extracorpuscular

causes of unknown anemia :
= bone marrow is functioning well, adequate supply of vitamin B12 and iron
it can be due to kidney disease, liver disease, cancer

this is just a revision for me. its yesterday lecture on Physiology where a male doctor came in our lecture hall and starts giving us revision on anemia because it is one of the important topic in oral exam. and he also mentioned about our very bad grades on last exam. can you believe how terrified we are hearing his comments?? anyhow, I didnt jot down what he said, I just listened and memorize what he said and the result is as above. not satisfying enough eh? I know. I have to get to my books and get a good grip on this topic.

puas hati aku

2010-03-03T06:52:00.000+08:00

tiap2 hari aku tegur kau
smp kau pun dah tahu ape aku nak kate everyday
aku pun tak faham asal la aku suke sgt tegur kau dlm YM
annoying ok
last2 aku ambil keputusan utk delete kau
hah! puas hati aku.
tolong la jgn jadi pathetic =.='

lain kali, kalau aku rase aku nak ym orang tu tiap2 hari, org tu akan jadi mangsa aku utk dipadam ID nya dari YM list aku. muehehe >:)

p/s : tgh mengalami kekeliruan yang amat nyata utk memilih sama ada bubur atau lolipop. wakakaka! :P *tak faham buat2 faham*

Bodoh

2010-02-26T10:22:00.000+08:00

perbualan ini berlaku pada pukul 3:30 pagi
tatkala semua org enak dibuai mimpi, tetiba aku melihat seorang kenalan ku online
oleh itu, aku pun menegur dia
berikut adalah perbualan kitorg :

amin_utopz: Ni nga watpe?

Aziyyati Nadia: mengelamun
Aziyyati Nadia: fikir masalah dunie
Aziyyati Nadia: hehehe
amin_utopz: Wat trok
Aziyyati Nadia: :)
amin_utopz: X dek mende laen dah
amin_utopz: Psl kawen la tuh
amin_utopz: Tahu sgt
amin_utopz: Haha
Aziyyati Nadia: tampo kang
Aziyyati Nadia: takde pasal nak pk sal tu
Aziyyati Nadia: byk lagi benda la
Aziyyati Nadia: you dont know
amin_utopz: Mmg amin x tau
amin_utopz: Tknk tau
amin_utopz: Takpa
amin_utopz: Mls nk bz body
Aziyyati Nadia: and I dont wanna tell you either
amin_utopz: Haha kerek
Aziyyati Nadia: whatever

amin_utopz: Awat mcm gado?
amin_utopz: Nk gado?
Aziyyati Nadia: nope
Aziyyati Nadia: its like you have this perspective on me
Aziyyati Nadia: saying on my forehead "I like to think about marriage"
Aziyyati Nadia: you're so shallow
amin_utopz: Haha
amin_utopz: Okay
amin_utopz: Org putih da kua
amin_utopz: X sdar dri duk mesir
amin_utopz: Pmpuan plg perfect
amin_utopz: Haha
amin_utopz: Ok
amin_utopz: Boo!
Aziyyati Nadia: nak org ckp arab pulak ke?
amin_utopz: Nope
amin_utopz: Amin x tau nk ckp ape
amin_utopz: Org ni bodo
amin_utopz: Nk lwn ngn org plg pndai
Aziyyati Nadia: ape masalah amin ha?
Aziyyati Nadia: amin mengate nad tkpe
amin_utopz: Nothing
Aziyyati Nadia: nad nak bg perspektif nad tk boleh
Aziyyati Nadia: you're so shallow
amin_utopz: Haha
Aziyyati Nadia: like all these people in my house!!
Aziyyati Nadia: dah la
Aziyyati Nadia: sakit jiwe ckp dengan org tk fhm
amin_utopz: Boo!
amin_utopz: Cermin dri
amin_utopz: Nape org x suke ngn dri kte
amin_utopz: Muhasabah
Aziyyati Nadia: thank you for your advice my friend
amin_utopz: Welkem
amin_utopz: Klu x suke duk umah tuh

amin_utopz: Kua la
amin_utopz: Nk tgk nad bwk dri duk lua
amin_utopz: Haha
amin_utopz: Gudluck
amin_utopz: Boo!
amin_utopz: I dont think we are friend anymore

amin_utopz: Haha
amin_utopz: Puas hati

geram tak korg bace? aku geram.
kurang ajar punye laki.
this guy used to be my boyfriend but now, I dont know what to categorize him as.
tetibe nak serang orang tak tentu pasal, whats his problem?
satu je benda dia tau kate kat aku, "aku suke pk pasal kawen"
bodoh, like I dont have any other better things to do besides than talking about marriage
besides, if I wanted to talk about marriage, whats your problem????
I dont wanna get married to a jerk like you!!!!!!!!!!!!! aku punye suke jugak la nak pk ke tak.
plus, sape yg mintak break dulu?!! KAU kan! so shut up la. kau nak emo2 apehal??
kau cakap bajet kau tu bagus gile, aku ni perasan bagus ar kan
kau pun cermin diri kau ar! ape masalah kau aku pun tak fhm
dari dulu ckp taknak kawan dgn aku
last2 sape tah yg datang tergedik2 nak ckp dgn aku balik
plus, aku punye suke la nak ckp dalam bahasa apa
bukannye aku ckp dalam bahasa yang kau tak faham.
you think you're so great that my opinion is like a trash
whatever jerk, I am officially hating you and I am not gonna waste my time talking to a jerk like you.

assignment + aktiviti best2

2010-02-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum.
Kalau ikutkan hati, mahu je aku tutup laptop dan tido akibat stress yg melampau kerana assignment yang bertimbun dan nota Physio yg belum lagi siap sejak semalam.
Apa aku buat? Chatting memanjang. Skrg ni berblogging plak.
Takde mood wey nak belaja. Aku paksa gak diri aku buat nota semalam and tadi, but now
Semangat buat nota dah hilang sebab aku fikir assignment Biochem sedang memanggil2 untuk aku siapkan dan hantar kepada Farhana untuk disunting dan digabung dengan slide yang dia buat.
Lol. Mungkin aku patut buat assignment dulu kan, biarkan hati ini tenang. Betul tak?
Hehe.

Apa2 pun nak bg tau agenda bulan Mac. :D

28 Feb 2010 assignment Histology due. *padahal tak sentuh ape lagi pun ni..*

5 Mac 2010 akan diadakan Hari Keluarga Universiti Ain Shams dari Tahun 1 hingga Tahun 6. (utk student Malaysia aje) Smart wehh. teringin nak kenal senior2 U aku. :)

Tgh bulan Mac, akan diadakan Fantastic 4, sort of Hari Keluarga jugak. Bakan buat. Follow je yg mana bley follow sebab mase tu diorg buat hari kuliah. Budak dirasat takde lagi kuliah, tak mule lagi pun.
Budak medic je yg dah mule. Pape je la, yg mane bley ikut, kite ikut.

Tgh bulan Mac jugak lagi 2 assignment : Biochem dan Physio kena hantar. Yeah.
Senanye aku dah lame tak buat assignment ni haaa.. maklumla, dok sini mana ada homework
Bila tiba2 kena buat assignment timbul satu perasaan malas + excited + berdebar semua ada lah
Yela, markah 7.5 pun byk weh. Carry mark ni, nak tentukan Mumtaz or tak
so kena buat betul2 la kan.

haha
ok lar, taknak merapu dah. bye!

cuti dah habisss!!

2010-02-20T05:29:00.000+08:00

cuti berakhir. kelas bermula.
ahh malasnya nak buka buku.
dari tadi asyik tgk buku, tp tak buka2 lagi pun..
bertabahlah.
jam menunjukkan pukul 1123 mlm
entah bila nak tido ni.......
hari tu ckp nak buat nota, tp smp sekarang nota tu hanya tinggal kenangan
haha yg aku buat sikit je, yg lain, terkubur dalam angan2 nak habiskan nota pada waktu cuti

nota kaki : cuti ini sgt bermakna sebab jumpa Aina dan Nina! :) dan sudah tentu pengisian yang aku susun sepanjang cuti ini. alhamdulillah!

Dah habis exam ok!

2010-02-04T05:58:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum..
Post kali ni berkenaan dengan peperiksaan yang baru saja berakhir hari ini dan plan untuk cuti musim sejuk
Untuk pengetahuan ampa, aku diberitahu bahawa soalan peperiksaan kitorang adalah sebanyak 40 soalan dan tempoh menjawab adalah selama 30 minit.

Hari pertama, Histology 24 Jan, soalan dan tempoh menjawab memang seperti yang telah diberitahu.

Hari kedua, Physiology 28 Jan, 50 soalan dan tempoh menjawab adalah selama 50 minit. HAHA! Boleh bayang macam mana gila kami jawab soalan Physio? Dah la Physio banyak, dengan CVS, Respiratory, Blood, Muscle. Nak digest and analyse soalan ingat senang ke?? Ingat senang ke nak ingat balik fakta2 dan macam mana nak mengaplikasikan ilmu yang telah kita baca dalam soalan yang diberi. Mencabar ok.

Hari ketiga, Biochemistry 31 Jan, 40 soalan, 40 minit. Pulak dahh.. Nak jawab soalan masa ni memang tak tenang sebab makcik2 yang dok jaga kitorang exam bising, kalot semacam. Tak dapat nak fokus sgt. Sakit hati ok.

Hari terakhir, Anatomy 3 Feb. Cerita best pasal hari ni, kitorang masuk pukul 9 pagi seperti yang dijanjikan, Tahu tak, kitorang terpaksa tunggu selama 20 minit sebab kertas soalan belum lagi difotostat??? HAHAHA. Diorang boleh lagi dok berkira2 berapa orang yang ada di dalam dewan dan boleh pulak susun di mana kitorang patut duduk sementara menunggu kertas soalan difotostat. Kecoh betul la pagi tadi. Dan yang paling best, bila kertas soalan dah sampai, doktor cakap masa menjawab ada 15 minit. Kitorang tgk2 kertas soalan tu, ada 15 soalan je. Daripada 3 buah buku yang kitorang baca sejak beberapa hari yang lalu, yang masuk hanya 15???!!! Sakit hati gile ok. Pengalaman sungguh ar amik pekse kali ni. Tak penah2 plak jadi macam ni sepanjang hidup aku amik periksa. HAHA!

Pasala plan cuti musim sejuk pulak, emm...
Rasa2 esok nak pergi Ma'rad Kutub, nak borong novel bebanyak dan ada la satu dua buku rujukan yang mahu dibeli lagi. Sekadar buat koleksi buku. Bukan bace sangat pun. :P
Nak tour Cairo, nak kenal jalan Cairo, nak kenal tempat makan apa yang best yang boleh kita bawa family kita bila diorang datang melawat nanti. :D Dan nak tahu barang makanan apa best dekat each mall, nak compare harga, boleh pilih kat mana nak shopping barang dapur kelak. Takde la jadi katak bawah tempurung, shopping area Sabiek ni je. Dah naik bosan aku. -___- Plus, ayah ada cakap about buying me a car untuk aku drive di sini. So nak kena kenal la jalan2 kat sini, starting from now. ^_^
Nak buat nota kuliah yang telah ditinggalkan selama seminggu sebelum minggu peperiksaan sebab ayah datang mase tu. So kena cover balik.
Ada seminar perubatan, dah daftar, nanti pergi.
Program bakan, mesti ikut. Amik pengalaman :)
Nak melawat Giza ok! Naik unta.
Nak naik bot kat Sungai Nil!! Teringinnnnnnn sgt!
okay tu je kot. Lain2, nak santai rileks saja.

Okay dah la,
penat dah duduk depan laptop.
Almost 3 hours mengadap benda ni, update laptop, download photos masuk Fb
senang2, tgk la ye :)
Plus saya hanya tidur selama 2 jam je semalam. haha
Kejap lagi nak masuk tido, esok nak menjelajah Ma'rad Kutub. Denagar kate, besar gile. Tak larat pusing nanti. Perlu kumpul tenaga dari malam ni. Weeee~ Daaa!!

Exammmmmmmmmmm date!

2010-01-07T16:52:00.000+08:00

Ohhh two nights ago I jut find out when is my exam going to be held.
4 freaking subjects in 1 week carrying 15% of the whole mark. Isnt that crayyyyy??????
Well not that crazy because doctors know whats the best for us isnt it?? :D
Here goes the schedule :

Histology on the 24th
Physiology on the 28th
Biochemistry on the 30th
Anatomy on the 31st

Yes yes. I am quite "happy" with the schedule plus my dad's coming on the 17th.
I guarantee I will not study when my dad comes because he will drag me everywhere to settle up some things on the school fees and everything. Sheesh! Need to study early and when my dad comes in, I'll just do some exercises and memorize a little bit fact that I learned on that day. Hemm.. Hope that works because 15 % is not a small value alright. Caiyok2!! :D

2009 ---> 2010.

2009-12-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

Last day of 2009, I am planning on spending my last day of 2009 with my books up in my room where nobody could not disturb me.
Go away guys! I dont need you guys right here up in my room. I need my time alone so that I can revise all my subjects before the exam which is on 24th Jan 2010. I know Physiolgy exam will be held after winter break but yea, I have to cover them la if I want to enjoy my break. I dont want to be all head to heels with my books during the break when everybody else was having fun, right?
Okay so basically, my class already finished on upper limb, general embryolgy from Anatomy, blood, nerve and muscle and autonomic nervous system in Physiolgy and also Histology already finished its first book!! For Biochem, well I already entered chapter 10. crazy kan? :| OMG!!
I really feel like dying right now. Stress, under pressure which I dont think extra disturbance such as boys problem and heart problem is a good for me right now.
Lupakan ustaz hensem itu wahai Nadia. Lepas exam berangan balik yer. HAHA. JK.

Azam tahun baru? What eh?
Menjadi seorang perempuan muslimah yang sopan santun, lemah lembut tapi tegas. Wahaha. Gedik ja. You are a grown lady Nadia, pls act like one. Takmo jadi childish dahhhhhhh!! ( I mean it)
Bertambah2 rajin membaca buku, meluangkan masa sekurang2nya 6 jam setiap hari belajar pada hari yang ada kelas manakala 10 jam untuk hari cuti. Cukup tak eh? Macam kena tambah je lagi. Byk wey kena baca and hafal. Rase macam 24 jam satu hari tak cukup. Sengal. =.='
Tido tak banyak, 3 jam sehari cukup! Sila berlatih menjadi seorang doktor yang berdedikasi ok. Nanti kat luar cabaran bertambah oleh itu persiapkan diri menghadapi alam pekerjaan tambah2 alam housemen bila pulang ke Malaysia nanti. Kuat ye Nadia. Aku tau ang jenis tido 5 jam sehari, kurangkan ke 3 jam ye. Caiyok2!!
Lain2, agak personal kot... heee. Apa azam tahun baru korang?? : D

nak dekat exam dahhh

2009-12-11T02:16:00.000+08:00

Exam semakin dekat.
Sabtu ni ada test anatomy.
Haram satu apa aku tak baca lagi, mati mati.
tapi still bleh online, siap jadi tukang jaga cc lagi.
melampau tak? huhu.
bulan depan, mid term bermula.
dah kena prepare dah diri dengan segala mak nenek ilmu2 yang telah aku pelajari sepanjang satu bulan aku ada kat sini.
macam tak percaya ja dah nak dekat exam mid term.
dalam bakan penang ni semua orang dok kalut2 cakap nak periksa, nak periksa.ish3
tak tau la syaqqah lain, tapi syaqqah aku semua kakak2 dirasat dah bising cakap nak exam.
aku sekali tumpang cuak, padahal taktau bila exact date nak exam
mati dahhhhh.
ingat, kita study sekarang ni kerana Allah, kerana diri sendiri yang ingin membantu orang lain pada masa hadapan.
tak perlu stress kan diri sangat sbb insyaAllah apabila kita berusaha dan menumpukan sepenuh tenaga dan masa mengadap buku2 yang memang menggila banyak informasi dalam tu (tambah2 anatomy, sumpah rase cam nak baling2 je buku tu) Allah akan membantu kita
aisehh, aku dah insaf weh
tkmo wat benda lagha dahh
banyak dah dosa aku wat, tak sanggup dah nak menanggung dosa yang akan datang ni. :(
nak bagitau ni ja, nak dekat exam dah
tiap2 malam mengadap buku sampai 5,6 jam
nak release tensi jap
satgi sambung study smp ke subuh
haha. mentang cuti esok, dok wat tak tidoq plak eh
hehe :P

I'm here, at last.

2009-11-03T17:10:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah, dah sampai dah di Cairo semalam pukul 6 pagi waktu Cairo.
Senior from rumah Penang came and pick me up.
Depa cam terkejut gak ar I only brought one luggage. Otai sgt ok
Why did I brought one luggage? Its a long story. Penat menaip kisah luggage je nanti.
hehehe. naik saja kereta ( the male senior who is also called as ustaz, kat sini budak laki diorg panggil ustaz, budak pompuan ustazah. yeah, I'll get used to it later on ), the ustaz speed up drove like mafia hahahahaha
I'm at the back with the other two female seniors was scared la. tambah2 I yg baru saja arrive he drove like maniac. macam takdak morale & sivik tau tak driving like that.
Well, egyptian mmg drive like that kot, maybe worse than that
ammak! sgt takut okay masa tu.
hahahaha.
Arrived here, got upstairs and masuk bilik number 5. the bilik got 3 rooms inside it. not sure how many isi rumah in there because everybody macam go out and got classes and everything. so its a bit messed up for me la not knowing everybody in the house at that morning.
Bought egypt number, the number is....011******* haha dont remember the rest
still new for me laa! :P
Dinner makan dalam dulang besar. About 5-6 people eat in that dulang too.We shared our food together.
New experience for me la kan, but I'm trying not to show my emotion on how terkejut I am bila kena makan in that dulang too. haha cool sudey. :P
The seniors are warm and welcoming me. Thats a good thing, They are willing to help me if I have some problems.
Banyak gak perkataan arab depa guna in our conversation, but I try to catch up as fast as I can.
I'm in Egypt! of course I need to learn all these things fast.
haha. Pegi kelas maybe on Saturday because seniors tak bagi aku keluar untuk 3 hari pertama aku berada di sini. So hari ni dah hari kedua.One more day to go. You can do it Nadia! :P
Ada budak medic Al-Azhar in that house, I mean in Penang house. but they all gonna move out in rumah sewa this Friday. Lol tak seronok la takdak geng. huhu.
I got to find friends real quick so that I can move out to my own house with my classmates soon!
I got alot of stories to tell but seriously I'm already freezing right here.
Cannot get on 24/7 because there are no internet in the house
Kena turun CC and pay for 1 genih = 30 minutes.
Expensive okay.
Toodles!

berat badan turun! wooohooo~!!

2009-10-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

berat badan turun 2 lbs
hahahahaa
105 ---> 103
suka ok
makan sehari sekali
ok ar tuu
kalau consistent, bley dpt 100 lbs ni
sronok2!

btw, jgn tnya pasepa aku makan sehari sekali skrg
aku pun tktau pasepa
takdak selera ok gara2 byk fikir
sekian.

College starts tomorrow

2009-05-10T15:32:00.000+08:00

Going to Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang tomorrow.
THE END.

I just lost my brother.

2009-04-26T13:36:00.000+08:00

You see, my mom actually pregnant tau.

Baby boy, dah 6 bulan nak masuk 7.

And then, last Friday ( April 17th,2009) my mom bleeding.

Pastu she's been hospitalized laa.

My mom's in critical condition gak, tmbh2 la my bro, lagi lah kan.

And then masa hari Ahad, dlm waktu maghrib cmtu,

masa nak check la hows my brother doing in my mom's womb,

my brother cm takdak heartbeat.

Panggil doktor, dah sah, takde heartbeat la after tgk thru that machine.

Tah apa nama. Lupa.

So yea.

Esok tu (Isnin; April 20th 2009) kalot2 la nak mandikan die, kafankan die, solatkan die, kebumikan die.

Masa nak kiss my bro for the first and last time serious rase sebak sgt.

Nangis gak ar last2 sbb the night before that I was ok.

Tak rase pape, but when I saw my brother depan mata sendiri I feel like sad and

my sister yg ikut skl tu pun nangis gak

Adehhh emo je aritu.

Takdak mood nak wat papa dah.

My dad named my brother Ahmad Hayyi Dasuki. Nama Dasuki tu dah terlekat since we knew yg we all akan dapat baby boy.Ingat nak tukar nama tu,

tp nvm, dah terlekat kan ngan nama tu

So takpela, letak je la.

We all love you Dasuki.

Seriously, kite jumpe nanti k! :)

I'm such a big baby, I know.

2009-04-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

Okay so guess what? My dad decided not to take agent but he'll take KPT instead.
Reason : It costs less && safer because KPT is under government.
So I will most probably go to Ain Shams University, Egypt.
Lalalalala.

In the mean time, while waiting nak pergi sane,
masuk la mana2 dulu.
tawaran mana dpt, amik la dl.
Kalau dpt matrik, matrik la aku pegi.
Kalau dpt UPU (harap2 dapat USIM), aku ke sana la nanti.
Fly bulan 10.
Walla~!! Sgt senang hati.

Sedih jugak ni, mengenangkan aku akan keluar dari rumah ni utk melanjutkan pelajaran, pursue cita2 aku tak berapa lama lagi.
Goodbye lovely bedroom, goodbye my extremely awesome home. :(
I'll be missing my sistersssss and my hyperactive brother yg mmg tak reti dok sengap.
I'll miss my dad's nagging and my mom's shouting at me asking me to do chores.
:((

Aish, be positive.
Sooner or later aku kena jugak keluar dari rumah ni kan kan kan.
Waaa~!! tak biasa laaa.
Confirm homesick nanti.
Berani gerenti lah!
I wub my family so much, I dont want to stay away from them!
I know I know, I'm such a baby. Ish!
Grow up la Nadia, you're not a little girl anymoreee.
You're a grown woman ( at least thats what my dad and my teachers said ).
I love all the people that teach me how to love and appreciate things especially my family and this awesome place where I grew up.
<33

I'm lost.

2009-04-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

Name:
Nadia Shobri.

Single or Taken:
Single.

Sex:
Female.

Birthday:
January 25th, 1991.

Sign:
Aquarius.

Siblings:
Four.

Hair colour:
Black.

Eye colour:
Black.

Height:
5'4'

Relationship
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?
Straight.

Who are your best friends?
I have a few.

You have boyfriend/girlfriend?
Of course I do, I have plenty of them :)

What is your longest relationship?
Three years.

Fashionstuff
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?
Forever 21. MNG.

Any tatoo or piercings?
None. And I'm not planning on one.

What is your most comfortable outfit?
Tee and sweat pants.

What do you usually wear?
Same as above.

Specifics
Do you do drugs?
No.

What kind shampoo do you use?
Sunsilk.

What are you most scared of?
Allah.

What are you listening to right now?
TV.

Who is the last person that you called?
Shafiqah.

Who is the last person that called you?
My dad.

Where do you want to get married?
Home.

Favorites Colours
White, Blue, Red.

Foods
Laksa, Mac and cheese.

Movies
Upin Ipin, Twilight, Final Destination.

Animal
I would say cats.

Have You Ever Given anyone a bath?
Yeah, my lil sibs. :)

Smoked?
Nope.

Bungee jumped?
Soon.

Cried when someone died?
No.

Lied
Lol. Of course laa. Who doesnt?

Fallen for your best friends?
OMG. Of course not.

Rejected someone?
Yep. Many many times.

Used someone?
Gosh, once. And thats it.

Done something you regret?
Cheaaaa...

Current Clothest-
Pyjama.

Music
Pop, R&B, Dance.

Last Person You Texted
Dont remember. I havent text anyone since two days ago. HAHA.

You cuddled with
This little girl, Shafiqah's cousin. She's really cute. I like kids :)

You kissed
My dad.

Person i'll tag next:
I think I'll tag Nina. Teeehee.

Pening pening

2009-04-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

Okay that day I got this offer letter la, from Medic Mesir nak further studies kat Egypt.
Well it was not really an offer letter kot, but it can be consider as an offer letter.
It depends on how you see it.
Actually dia mcm surat tawaran bersyarat laaa.
Dia kira bersyarat if you completed all the documents that they wanted.
I got to go to Tanta University (Where the hell is that? How come I never heard of it?)
Anyways, all the documents that are required must be posted before April 15th, so now mcm kalut2 la nak get it all ready kan.
This Monday maybe pergi pejabat pos and post the documents.

Anyways, my parents mcm in dilemma whether want to apply the university in Egypt through Medic Mesir or Kementerian Pelajaran Tinggi (KPT) because of the RM 10K they have to withdraw if they use agent (Medic Mesir).
But then, KPT mcm tarikh tutup dia lambat, May 31st, and OL from University nanti dapat lewat dlm bulan September.
If we use agent dlm bulan June da dapat dah OL.
But thats not the issue, the issue is which U I'm gonna get if I apply late using KPT sbb agent dah apply awal2 and get all the good U and KPT lak lewat2 and of course the placement cam dah terhad so dapat kat U yang org tknk sgt. (Thats what the agent said la)
The agent reassure my dad cam there's no need to worry because I confirm la (InsyaAllah) can dapat the tempat.
But then, University plak jadi masalah.
Because my dad cam choosy jugak which University I will go kan. (Dia nak ikut ranking U laa. According to that agent, 1st Cairo, 2nd Alexandria, 3rd Tanta)
He wants me to go to Alexandria, but I got Tanta.
Then he cam persuade la that agent cam ckp just apply for me first choice Alexandria, kalau tak dapat just go to Tanta.
That's another story.

Story lagi satu, KPT cakap, ranking U 1st Alexandria, 2nd Cairo, 3rd AinSham.
HAHAHAHHAHA. Gila kan? Camna nak kira ni?
Data yang mana betul? Uhhh. Kira ranking U, mmg payah doh.
One night I went like "Ayah, kenapa nak kira ranking U plak? Bukan ke dah masuk U is good enough?" And my dad went like "Senang nak dapat kerja if you go to U yang ranking atas2." He gave me this situation la cam graduan from UM and UITM, mana lagi senang dpt kerja? Dia ckp of course UM because UM top.
So thats why la he is picky about the University thingie. Aish. Placement lak masalah.
Duhhh. Sakit kepala pk. Pape je la. Rezeki Allah di mana2 and Allah knows whats best for us.
Kan kan? :D

Oh yea, foundation start musim summer ni di UPM.
InsyaAllah I will get the place.
Hehe. Psyched jugak nak pegi ni!
Lama gila tak ngadap buku.
Salam! :)

SPM RESULT

2009-03-14T14:15:00.000+08:00

Lol lame dah tk update this blog.
I've been quite lazy la nak type bbyk.
Heee.
So on Macrh 12th, 2009 I went to school with my dad and sister.
Around 930, kitorg pergi this kedai la, nak breakfast kann.
and then, my teacher, Cikgu Faridah texted me saying that "Angkat la..Boleh dapat kereta, semau A except for Chemistry" She did called me but I didnt pick it up because I set my phone to silent, no ringtones, no vibrate. So yea.
After I read that msg, I was like "wtf? 11 je?"
My dad punye face dah berubah daaa, risau plakk die.
Isk3. and then smp2 skola, dengan muka sardinnye aku pun masuk la skolaaaa.
Smp je depan dewan, cikgu Faridah peluk akuu ckp "I'm so proud pf you. You got 11, I'm so proud of you. You did a good job." she cried wehhhhh. wahh! tak sgke plakk cikgu leh nangis and bangge ngan result aku yg cm tk bpe nak memuaskan hati ni. isk3.
I was like nak nangis dah mase tuu because my chemistry B3, cmne nak apply scholarship.
RISAU GILE!
and then tkpe la, kite chillax2 dulu.
and then around 1030, ada la a little ceremony nak umum brpe budak dpt straight A's and statistics and everything. WTV.
My school sorg pun tkde 12A's, yg highest pun 11A.
4 org budak dpt 11A, my study group buddies; Norlina and Timah, pun dapat 11A *wahhhh* (yay! kita berjaya! ^_^)
and then also Thuraya, she got 11 too, well she took 13 but got 11 saja. Congrats kay darling. Thanks for giving me the keychain from Turkeyyyy. Ily! :)
I got 5A1 6A2 1B3.
And surprisingly I got A1 for arabic. Gila weyyy.
Cm tak caye je tg slip tuu. HAHA. I thought I did really bad on that paper,
tk sgke doh dpt A1. =))

And now tgh pening kepala otak, risau, depressed nak sambung mane,
leh dapat ke tak tmpt to further in medicine kat Egypt nanti
HAIYO! Its really disturbing la pk bnde2 niiiii.
menyampah pun ade. astagaaaaaa.
I have no idea it could be this hard because of my result yg cm tah ape2 gak arr enn
11A, 1B. cis! merosakkan je.
anyhow, I am grateful to Allah. He's teaching me laa that world is not easy.
Okay, I get the message! Hek3

So now, I'm just hoping for the best laaaa.
I hope I can go to Egypt for medicine. *crossing fingers*
Congrats to budak2 yg dpt straight A1, straight A's and yg dpt result yg membanggekan.
ampa mmg pandai2 and layak dpt cmtuu :)

ahhh sick

2009-02-01T14:14:00.000+08:00

fever, vomit && diarrhea.
oh yea, thats what Ive been thru last night.
and now I feel so much better after all the vomitting dah stop.
went to see the doctor just now,
he said I need to get a lot of rest and take all the meds that he gave.
ehh I have problems in swallowing pills kayy. oh well, I'll try though :)

I dont want to go to bed late anymore.
heeee. maybe thats one of the factors that Ive been getting fever and feeling sick and not that that active, always feeling tired as I woke up super duper late. HA!
tersilap makan jugak because yesterday I woke up like 12 something and then my stomach cm hungry and empty,
then my dad gimme this one full plate of rice and I forced myself to finish them.
after that I already felt something weird, and I want to take a nap after that as my stomach is soooooooo full.
and then my family got this agenda, nak pergi shopping groceries.
so I had to come along with them too.
so I think about 930 pm at Gurney Plaza, I threw up in front of crowd.
luckily I got this plastic bag where I can threw all the stuffs I ate before in that bag.
kalau tk, kesian janitor nak pergi clean up my mess. hehe.
so yea. I threw up like 4times last night then went to bed at 1230 :)
oh well, got to have my rest lagi. later

kenduri oh kenduri

2008-12-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

smlm, on Dec. 13th, ada kenduri kat Sg Duri
my mom's cousin kawen
they serve daging kurma, acar, ayam pe tah && laksa
first aku tgk laksa tu "uishh.. Ive got to taste that laksa lah!"
so aku && dad pun pegi la kat laksa punya section && kitorg pun amik la sorg semangkuk enn.
pastu, mkn la nasik dulu
isk tgh lapar ni
aku tak mkn sgt ayam, so I took daging kurma je la enn
huuu sedappppp
pastu mkn laksa, adoyaii
potong stim! laksa tade rasa
huuuu laksa yg semangkuk penuh tu, aku tolak ke tepi jee
huuu. syg tu syg la, tp ta sedap
tkkan na telan gak kott.

so later that evening, blk la umah grandparents sat.
na solat asar && maghrib && isyak there cuz dah lewat
&& mase pukul 5-9pm ni peak time utk jambatan penang
jambatan ann salu dok jam masa2 cmtuu
so, better stay dekat kampung for awhile, pastu baru balik
masa tu dah rasa na muntah2 dahh
tkpela, dinner pun mkn nasik kenduri tadi with daging kurma
esok pagi tu, pukul 530 pg, aku cirit dohh
bangang! daging tu sudah tercemar
abis satu rumah cirit. hahaha.
bodo bodo. aku dah la na p kenduri kawan aku lak stgi
dia dok buat hal lak perut nii
haish

anyways, pegi la klinik enn pagi td
cek2 bg medicine
tp aku tk mkn pun sbb ubat biji la
susah telann :(
hek3 ngade senanye nihh :P
pastu petang uh pegi la jugak kenduri an sbb dah janji dah ngan dayah na byr duit topap kat diee
hee. janji mesti dipenuhi, baru masuk syurga
gyahaha
so td kat kenduri dayah aku pekena nasik, siap tmbh wehh
hek3 lapaq!!
pagi tadi tk lalu mkn huhu td baru selera na mkn
diarrhea tah bpe kali dah skrg
dekat 7 kali kot aku g tandas hari ni
HAHAHA.

pastu ann Ainul ckp dia na dtg umah, sleepover kat rumah aku mlm ni
yay! kita merapu dua org na enot?
syg ang! heee.
k la, later :)

Gonna miss high school

2008-12-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

yepp.
today's my last day of school
and yea, have fun taking pictures and be crazy with friends
wearing school uniform for the last time
sad but in the same time, hey I'm growing up!
gotto be more mature la yehh
haha

watching karate kid right now
and planning what am I going to do for my long sweet holidayyy :D
flirt alot kot. hehe. just kidding.

na tgk cerita ayat2 cinta!
see ya!

Tolong sampaikan ini pada si dia..

2008-11-30T14:51:00.000+08:00

Tolong beritahu si dia aku ada pesananbuatnya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta agung adalah cintaNya..
Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta manusia bakal membuatnya alpa..

Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan menyintaiku lebih dari dia menyintai Yang Maha Esa..
Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan mengingatiku lebih dari dia mengingati Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan mendoakanku lebih dari dia mendoakan ibu bapanya..

Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan Allah kerana di situ ada syurga..
Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan ibu bapanya kerana di telapak itu syurganya..

Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku terpikat kerana imannya bukan rupa..
Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku lebih cintakan zuhudnya bukan harta..
Tolong ingatkan si dia aku kasihinya kerana santunnya..

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia mula mengagungkan cinta manusia..
Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia tenggelam dalam angan-angannya..
Tolong tegur si dia, andai nafsu mengawal fikirannya..

Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku milik Yang Maha Esa..
Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku masih milik keluarga..
Tolong sedarkan si dia, tanggungjawabnya besar kepada keluarganya..

Tolong sabarkan si dia, usah ucap cinta di kala cita-cita belum terlaksana..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, andai diri ini enggan dirapati kerana menjaga batasan cinta..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, bila jarak mejadi penyebab bertambah rindunya..

Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tidak mahu menjadi fitnah besar kepadanya..
Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tak mahu menjadi punca kegagalannya..
Tolong pesan padanya aku membiarkan Yang Esa menjaga dirinya..

Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku tidak mahu melekakan dia..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku mahu dia berjaya dalam impian dan cita-citanya..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia, jadilah penyokong dalam kejayaanku..

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia. Aku mendambakan cinta suci yang terjaga..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia,cinta kerana Allah tidak ternilai harganya..
Tolong sampaikan pada si dia, hubungan ini terjaga selagi dia menjaga hubungan dengan Yang Maha Kuasa..
Tolong sampaikan kepada si dia kerana aku tidak mampu memberitahunya sendiri…

Hanya engkau Ya Allah mengetahui siapa si dia..
Moga pesananku sampai padanya walau aku sendiri tidak mengetahui siapa dan dimana si dia..
Moga dia seekor lebah yang sentiasa memuji keagungan Yang Maha Kuasa memasuki taman larangan dengan sopan santunnya dan bertemu mawar berduri yang terjaga oleh tuannya..
Simpanlah pesanan ku ini sehingga engkau bertemu diriku suatu hari nanti..

wahh! SPM na dekat abis dah :)

2008-11-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

haha. minggu ni minggu Biology, Physics, Arab dan EST.
Biology and physics dah lepas. cooooooool.
lega sgt2. dua2 hari exam tu aku stayup pukul 3 pg semata2 na kukuhkan ingatan aku utk certain topic yg bahaya. blehh.
insyaAllah akan membuahkan hasil. :D

anyways, esok Arab. karangan, balaghah, qawaiid, i'rab, perkataan2 seerti dan berlawan, hikam wal amsal mua kena betul2 nail tonight jugakk.
haha. still I got time to get on and write this stupid blog for awhile, hehe.
yela, my only leisure time during exams adalah wktu maghrib so what am I waiting for?
online la satt. gagahaha.
dah tkdak sapa nak dengaq cerita aku, baik aku tulih blog enn. hehe.

back to the plan for tonight.
study la until 11 mcm tu
then go to bed, then bgn awal pukul 3 mcm hari2 sebelumnya.
tgk yg mana kritikal like bina ayat berdasarkan ttbahasa yg dia nakk. ahah.
and hikam wal amsal. 6 marks kena ada dlm tgn for paper 2.
okay? haha. okay.

dah la.
na p solat.
later.

fuhh nasib baikk

2008-11-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

setelah sekian lama aku ta log in ke dalam blog aku ni
akhirnya boleh jugakk
bukan apa, aku ada jugak try na bukak enn tp die ckp tak boleh
aku bengang aa ann
pehal lak ni

baru tadi terfikir na buat account lain
tp memandangkan dah boleh masuk, YAY!
akhirnya
hahaha.

mood skrg mengantuk gila
kesan ubat demam and antibiotik tadi
aha. stgi study BIO bg abis
tgk aa kalau smp pukul 2 pun aku tahan la mata aku ann
ahahaa.

minggu ni Bio, Phys, Arab dan EST
haishhh
sakit tol aku tgk subjek2 nii
tp tgkla, kite buat yg terbaik je la enn
da study banyak dah, tinggal na luah je atas kertas uhh.
hahaha.

k la, saja na tulih
lama ta tulih blog
wewewe
later!

after struggling for three weeks. finally..

2008-09-17T06:49:00.000+08:00

Sept 16th, 08 exactly at 1.30 pm, trial's finally over. woohooo!
Addmath's paper 2 was hard. yea, I can't answer two questions which is finding the volume in integration and also vector. blehhh.
I felt exhausted. fell asleep in the bus because I slept for only 2hours the previous night.
its because I was so busy studying PQS. haha. last minute study, thats what happen yo.
but anyways, got back home at 230 then I get my beauty sleep on until 540
at 6 went to school. I got this iftar jamie and majlis bacaan yassin going on
the food was awesome
I mean it taste so good I'm feeling like I'm still eating the curry right now. teeehee~
so later that night went to starbucks.
finally I got my wish granted after craving for large mocha frappucino with a lot of cream on top for like a month haha
so yea.
I practically enjoy myself last night
ahh just for last night

today's agenda;
1.clean up my messy room.
2.fix my brand new watch
3.get my study mode on back.

oh I can't stop studying until SPM's over
just another three months sacrifice and then I'm freeeeeee!
I'm planning on taking dance lessons. I dont care I just want to dance because I want to get all sweaty and mushy and healthy
haha and also not to forget go to PISA everyday, swim and get my speed back
ahh I need to have lotsa stamina for university year next year
ain't wanna be like this year I got weak and always feeling tired
I hate when that happen
and then, learn to cook. learn to cook the hard stuffs like curry, tomyam and whatever that my family loves to eat. heee so I'll be their chef for like 6 months next year. boo mee :(

Farewell Dinner of AIGS Batch 2008

2008-08-31T12:01:00.000+08:00

Salam.

Pada 29 Ogos 2008 yg lepas bertempat di Paradise Hotel, Batu Feringghi, aku ade pegi function skola ni. Ala, utk meraikan perpisahan budak2 form 5 mashoor pompuan aa ann. Okay la, nawaitu aku masa na p uh, aku na tgkp gmbaq semua org, na makan puas2. yela, da bayar RM35 kan, kena la makan btoi2. Niatnya pada mulanya mcm uh la kann.

It turned out to fine la. Masa sampai2 uh, cikgu2 mua dok baling2 bunga mcm meraikan ketibaan la. smp2 depan pintu ballroom, ustaz hasrol dok tgkp gmbaq plakk. haha. cm ala-ala artis gituuu. hehe. masuk2 ballroom, gelap gelita. ta pasang lampu lagi la kan. so masa uh dok tercari-cari la mana meja num 11. redah habis semua meja baru la sampai meja aku. jumpa la geng2 thuraya, suraiya dali semua. glamour habisssss. haha.

Masa uh dok jumpa la kawan2 semua ann, puji2 baju lawa. ala, biasa la pompuan ann. terserlah la kewanitaan masa uh, kepochi, kepochi jugakk. ehh tak. peka terhadap kawan2 di sekeliling. gyahaha. (aku ta peli auu) :D pas uh time perasmian, tkdak apa sgt pon. then time mkn, ala makanan okay la. boleh thn la ann. dia bg nasi putih with several dishes then ada pencuci mulut, salad mua. ha, bnda2 alah salad uh ja la yg aku mkn pon. nasi buat alas perut saja. lauk dia tak tarik perhatian aku la. haha.

okay pas uh ada aktiviti lucky draw, contest for miss 1991 ala-ala miss universe la, then teka2 lagu, awards for best dress, paling hijau, paling pink, paling elegant, paling cute. paling pa lagi tahh. semua ni na distribute hadiah la.

anyways, sebelum ada award2 semua nii. pertandingan utk miss 1991 pon dijalankan. first aku bukan salah satu peserta ann, aku kan na jadi photographer je mlm uh. hehe. so aku pon tergedik-gedik la dok depan amik gmbaq sorg2. ecehh mula2 kena catwalk dulu. cg khairana pon catwalk la dengan gaya tersendiri. hehe. riuh habis satu ballroom uh. gyahaha. anyways, da smp turn peserta yg terakhir, peserta uh menghilangkan diri. haela, kena pulak cari pengganti. kawan2 aku sekali dengan cg faridah tolak aku masuk. aku pon alamak, na buat cne ann. aku pon p la ber-catwalk dgn muka ta malunya. hahaha. dok perasan sat jadi miss universe. gyahaha.

pas uh ada section utk peserta bercakap an. dia tanya soalan umum je "apakah maksud kecantikan bg anda?" haha tipikal je kan soalan ni. aku pon dengan bangganya menghuraikan satu2. ada la juga satu part tu aku terdiam sat sebab dok tgk thuraya n the geng dok renyih kat aku. selesai la part uh. then time depe na teruskan acara uh tgk masa cm ta cukup, so depe tros na umum la spe menang. jantung mse uh dah dupdap dupdap. haha. yela, alang2 masuk, mau menang la ann. okay la, pas uh aku yg menang, yay! gila doh. aku na gelak pon ada masa uh, yela, mne taknye kite tak sangka pon benda ni akan berlaku ann. semuanya kehendak Allah s.w.t. hehe.

Pas uh, time lucky draw, aku dapat jugak. mostly, num kat meja aku la yg dapat ann. memang ada 'ong' la meja aku uhh. hehe. dekat 5 org jugak oh yg dpt. masa depe umum num aku, aku mcm "OH MY GOD" berdiri teros. haha. gila doh. semuanya di luar sangkaan kita. yela, probability utk dpt pon mcm dlm 1/120++ kan. so ta kesa aa. haha. aku dapat hadiah tabung avon. ala cute, ade teddy bear ngan simbol heart.

Konklusinya, majlis ini di luar sangkaan aku la. It turned out to be my night. Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah. aku akan berusaha sungguh-sungguh utk percubaan SPM yg akan tiba lagi sehari ni.

Wassalam.

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I miss my parents already

2008-08-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

they're gone for USA like less than 24 hours
and yea I'm starting to miss them sooooo much
they are on their way there now and probably sleeping! gahaha
I'm hoping that they are safe and will call me tomorrow

SOBS
haha

big baby!

btw, private exams ; start tomorrow.
study study study yo!

SPM's TRIAL

2008-08-16T10:26:00.000+08:00

so basically my upcoming trial is on Sept 2nd 2008 - Sept 16th 2008.
estimatedly 14 days = 2 weeks.